Sunflower

Porcelain skin, alabaster pigment
Your hair the color of these fallen autumn leaves
There was something new about you
Like your smile could charm a whole room
Bombshell body God made, just for you
I remember talking to you, there was darkness inside you
In a room full of light, just like me
From then on I knew we could relate, on the same degree but
You were cuffed at the time that I met you to a cheater
Who made the same mistakes over and over
Till those shadows inside you grew darker and darker
Till your demons pushed you over the edge
I pulled you out of rock bottom to stop you from doing anything rash
From doing anything bad, when the nurse texted me I got so
Fucking scared but I knew that you'd be safe except it
Kept happening and every single time you gave me your darkness
And I took it every fucking time, because I wanted you to grow
To be a pretty sunflower that lives on if there's snow but
I started to wilt, and became a black rose in a meadow
Full of rainbows, we loved each other, but we never got together
You still loved the fucking cheater and it showed
We grew apart for a time but again we became close, but this time
I was cuffed and you two did not get along
Loud mouth Libras who argued a ton, even still we hung out
In secret and made more memories but your new mans
He really didn't like me, that didn't stop us that night
When I picked you up and you were drunk, I almost kissed you
And I knew you wanted too too we could feel it in the air
You always had a way to seduce, vanilla frosty
I bet you tasted like it too yo, look, I know you found God now
I hope he does something for you he hasn't done much for me and
I know we haven't talked in a while but just know that I'm sorry