Daffodil

Daffodil or Narcissus it's the same thing there's a knife in my crown
I'm the suicide king, I'm a puppet to your love, go ahead and
Cut my strings, I'm a fallen angel black skin go and clip my wings
You're a dragon filled with fire go and raze my heart
I'm just a straw man, scarecrow, stuff my mind with dirt
Lead me from the moon so you can teach me about your hurt
Bring me closer to the sun and leave me there to char
Every word is a dagger that pierces my soul
A tsunami of shattered glass, cut my bones, breaking down all
The walls, finally took its toll, you're a heart eater taking mine
Left a hole
You took my world filled with diamonds and turned it into coal
Didn't matter what I gave you all you wanted was control
I took your summer full of sun and I showed it to the cold
Every love letter and suicide note, rolled into a scroll

Our relationship was toxic you kept me in a box and every time
I tried to bloom you would nip my buds and toss them, off them
Often we would argue, put me in a coffin your blows you'd never
Soften, you left me forgotten in the awful autumn, stopping me
From blossom, left me rotten, it became common like cotton for
Red Robins to pluck my eyes out and call it precaution
I'm paranoid you'll decide to go against me
You already have, now I'm lonely
I walk into the black sea to drown myself in blasphemy
I'm a killer bee, kill her be, with you it's always kill or be

You locked away your love and you threw away the key
Blood filling up my eyes all these petals look like rubies
Body like a goddess so exotic, except I'm godless
Being cautious of Adonis, I'm Hephaestus in the genesis of our
Love, Aphrodite, my darkness flickers brightly, maybe that's why
You left, maybe that's why you wept, maybe I'm the Devil with a
Twisted psyche, maybe I'm the parasite you should stay away from
Remember? I'm a fucking venus flytrap?
But I'm more vicious than that, I'm a weedkiller
I'm the pillar of pain, I need to let the liquor kiss my liver to get you
Off my thinker, your tears resemble two rivers of silver
I tried to be the healer, but I ended up as a killer

Tongue sharper than a knife I let the metal lick my wrists at midnight
After you caught me with another wife
Beginning of our new life of pain, paranoia and plagues
Vines growing out my bones its a new day
Stick a flower bouquet in my mouth and set it aflame
Tongue sharper than a knife I let the metal lick my wrists at midnight
After you caught me with another wife
Beginning of our new life of pain, paranoia and plagues
Vines growing out my bones its a new day
Stick a flower bouquet in my mouth and set it aflame

Porcelain skin, alabaster pigment
Your hair the color of these dead petals in the wind
Porcelain skin, alabaster pigment
Your hair the color of these dead petals in the wind