Break Tha Rulz

It was three thirty-two
When you snuck your way into my room
Shut the door, took off your shoes
What else was I supposed to do?
Try not to breathe, pretend to sleep
I thought maybe I could fool you
You held on, but that's cool
I guess you just forgot the rules
I always felt some kind of cool
When I followed you back to your room
Switched off the lights and set the mood
Like I had something left to prove
We'd always say "it's just a game"
But now I'm done lying to you
I wrote 'em all, but that's cool
I always loved to break the rules
I feel so fucking stupid, I should've seen this coming
It was hot in pursuit long before I was running away
From the lies I was telling myself to believe
Trying to breed apathy
And this cognitive dissonance is tearing me apart
It's dragging me down and it's breaking my heart
Into pieces and parts, a souvenir token
Of what was once self love, now replaced by self loathing