Song for Saint Maximilian

I tried to hang myself because
I thought I deserved all of the
Punishment the world could ever offer
But I've stayed alive so long
Cause for so long I felt that
Death was a solace that
My high ass would never deserve

So here's to you people love you more
Oh fucking nevermind
Oh fucking nevermind
Oh fucking nevermind
I am manic, oh wait, nevermind
For you I would stay alive
Oh fucking nevermind
Oh nevermind

And living's a struggle
Except when it isn't, yeah
I woke up this morning and
I wasn't in a psychiatric institution
Would they put me in for madness
If I killed a man for a cigarette
But if they hanged me that's a solace that
My high ass will never deserve

Until one day
I thought I'd go to NA
But I said fuck it and smoked a bowl instead
And then the next week
My lungs felt so weak
That I said FUCK IT I'LL GO TO NA OKAY

And here's to you, the drugs love you more
Oh fucking nevermind
Oh fucking nevermind
Oh fucking nevermind
I am worthless, oh wait nevermind
I'll stay alive for myself this time
And I really mean it this time



Credits
Writer(s): Charlie Mckenzie
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