Hard to Tell

I really do, I wish them well yeah
But Where I end up, and where we end up? It's hard to tell yeah
Things have been changing too much I need a wishing well yeah
Put a coin in it, but I don't live no fairy tail
My crushes be sinnin, my brothers living in a hell hole

People switch up like what can I say the vision changes
I promised my brothers I wouldn't change, they'd do the same
But nothings the same, we just don't admit it, it's a shame
One is a slugger, the other loves to numb the brain yeah

The hate it walks to walk in
I block my thoughts in
To wash all the sins away
But see the walls in my head
The "off" in my grins
Deppressions my only face

I Don't trust a soul
I Don't trust these phazos
Walk up on me
Might give you halos
But It's hard to see
How my conscience plays so
I keep it clean, and I watch it fade oh

I don't talk to anybody cause it's hard to talk
And the mics the only thing that keeps me from the Glock
Suicidal thoughts that I don't really get a lot
When they get to me, I go to sleep or talk to god

I don't even talk about it to my homies, my broskis
When I come to think about it, it's like they don't even know me
I can only blame myself for closing up, but it's so me
Happy me is out the window, I was weak that's the old me

I've been tryna find love, for a minute it's lonely
Everyone I seem to meet, don't got the power to hold me
If God could please just send in angel out my way just to show me
That ima find a better place, and state of mind give me hope please

If the day comes around
That I change, Cause the fame hit
I'm blaming the ones
Who left me alone In the lane switch
Never say, that I prayed
For your downfall, are you shameless?
Full of love, full of life
Couldn't pay me to change it

I really do, I wish them well yeah
But Where I end up, where we end up? It's hard to tell yeah
Things have been changing too much I need a wishing well yeah
Put a coin in it, but I don't live no fairy tail
My crushes be sinnin, my brothers living in a hell hole

People switch up like what can I say the vision changes
I promised my brothers I wouldn't change, they'd do the same
But nothings the same, we just don't admit it, it's a shame
One is a slugger, the other loves to numb the brain yeah