Sanity for Summer

Gave up my sanity for a summer
This isn't me, I was always a runner
Ankles are sprained, I won't get far
Crying to Julien Baker songs in my car
Things just got dark

Long days, like heavy metal hung from clotheslines
But I'm glad we talked last night
It's nice to understand it all from both sides
I'll be honest, I wish you were still here
I'll admit it's nice to have someone to share in the daily fears

But I don't like, no, I don't like
Feeling this close to anyone
But I don't like, no, I don't like
Staring at my phone wondering what I did wrong

But I gave up my sanity for a summer
This isn't me, I was always a runner
Ankles are sprained, I won't get far
Crying to Julien Baker songs in my car

Felt like I couldn't breathe as I laid there
It's fine with me sleeping next to your short hair
Tangled with mine, but it felt worth it
In a dusty garage I tried to look past the surface

And that I don't like, no, I don't like
Feeling this close to anyone
But I don't like, no, I don't like
Staring at my phone wondering what I did wrong

But I gave up my sanity for a summer
This isn't me, I was always a runner
Ankles are sprained, I won't get far
Crying to Julien Baker songs in my car
Things just got dark

Sooner or later, I'm gonna wake up
And feel like I used all the strength of my heart up
When I try to act like everything's okay
And now I just wonder if that drove you away
When you can't find your footing
You think that I can't relate
But there's just so much that we didn't say
But either way, we both got lost in our
Long days, like heavy metal hung from clotheslines

Gave up my sanity for a summer
This isn't me, I was always a runner
Ankles are sprained, I won't get far
Crying to Julien Baker songs in my car
I won't get far

I won't get far
Ankles are sprained, I won't get far
Crying to Julien Baker songs in my car
Things just got dark