Drifting Blue (feat. Nick Sintos)

It's just so you
Salt in my open wounds
Fall in the drifting blue
Feeling like I have nothing left to lose
You're using my patience up
I'm your talkative toxic crutch
It took me so long to shake it off and get up

But I'll keep getting by
I told you I wasn't a hero
I thought that I made it clear that I was always meant to die
Everything feels wrong
You're talking about my ego
I feel like you didn't pay attention to the self-doubt song

And you were right
This isn't love
You were right
For once
And you were right
This isn't love
You were right

Starting new, I'm living in canvas space
While I've fallen out of grace
Just like I always have
So at least something stayed the same
I'm trying to get better now
With the medicine emptied out
Nothing's been gained but something to write songs about

But I'll keep getting by
I told you I wasn't a hero
I thought that I made it clear that I was always meant to die
Everything feels wrong
You're talking about my ego
I feel like you didn't pay attention to the self-doubt song

And you were right
This isn't love
You were right
For once
And you were right
This isn't love
You were right
For once

Caught in a moment
These are the times when I don't know where home is
Try to keep my heart open
Knowing that it's too hard to trust
What do you see in me?
Do you still believe that this is our moment
That this is something more than a hunch?
And would you say those things
If you knew I'd be gone in a month?

But I'll keep getting by
I told you I wasn't a hero
I thought that I made it clear that I was always meant to die
When it all feels wrong
I only find love in my ego
I guess if I can't have friends
I can find solace in these songs