Hello

Hi friends, hello, hi, hey, hello
Hey, hello, hi, hi
Hey everyone, hi, hi
Hello, hello
Okay, um
Hello

Hi, my name is
Angel, which means messenger of God
My name is Jennifer Gayoung
My name is
Paulina
Kamila, which means perfect
Emily, which means industrious
My name is Kiana
My name is Juella
My name is Jane
It's just a mix between my father's name and my mother's name
Which are Julius and Ethel

My family name is Hsu
Or, the Mandarin pronunciation is Xu
Which means slowly and gently
My family name is Chung
My family name is Yenko
Which means something I haven't gotten a straight answer on
My family name is Mindanao
My family name is Vo
Um, when I looked it up, it said "intense martial arts" so
I'll use that definition

Other names I go by are
Jen, or Fer
Other names I go by are Em and Emz
Other names I use are dzkust
That's my online name
Some form of Kamila but misconstrued in whatever way
Another name that I go by is Dots Hearts and Stars
And that's it, yeah
I'm pretty open minded

I was born in the Philippines
And I currently live in New York
And I currently live in Queens, New York
I was born in New Orleans, Louisiana
I was born in New York City
And I still live here
I was born and raised in Queens
I currently live in Bayside
I currently am still in New York
I currently live in Queens
I've been living here since
I've been living here since eighth grade
I've been living here since forever

When I meet people for the first time
I often worry
What they will assume about me based on my race
And wait for them to ask me questions
I often forget their names
When I meet people for the first time
I often find myself worrying if they don't think I'm American
I often open up pretty quickly
Like, it just depends on the person, you know
I, it's kind of funny

They often try to make me laugh
Just ask them "What's up"
When people meet me for the first time
I can be a little too friendly, which is
Very much my nature so I'm okay with it
They often think I dislike them
Surprised that I don't fit the mold that they had expected
I have no idea what others think
When they meet me for the first time
They often tell me I have a nice name