Outro

I feel like my time is coming
A fallen hero that was born a nothing
Sent from heavens, was raised in the shadows
He got the strength but depression he battles
I live in the dark, I create at night
It starts with a spark, maybe there's light
Nothing is what they had called me
They wasn't ready when I gave them all me

Coming for the people who did not believe in
Make it a mission, kill all of my demons
Not one left, then the world I'll be leaving
Can settle to rest, then I'll know I've succeeded
All the pain would be finally be gone
Not trusting the people who lied all along
No hating myself, and thinking I'm wrong
But I'm the man who got the world in his palm

Am I really

In life I don't got all of the answers
Pain got me down like a horrible cancer
Had to switch it up by taking more chances
Still feel behind even with the advances
Having advantages, got me panicking
Hope I never go back to pain again
Learned to deal with it then to fight against it
Tore down my walls and all of the fences

Just me in a house in one big valley
Every day its raining sometimes its cloudy
Should smile sometimes, why are you pouting
Be in my shoes and than you can't doubt me
Your back would be hurting if your climbing this mountain
Man it's so steep, like there is no peak
Make it a mission to not hit the ground again
Thinking the Rabbit is bout come out again

So I learned to believe in myself
Listen to me, and nobody else
With my pain it's the number one topic
Deliver to y'all even when I'm exhausted
It's so hard to talk about this shit
I feel so lost, still feel like a kid
Will I fall off, I need to see a hint
Keep going strong, well what's the point of it

I'm by myself

Took me years to say I have anxiety
Keeps popping up like why are you trying me
Got this feeling I don't fit with society
Got me wondering what's inside of me
But I got a feeling, here comes the irony
The pain I've caused, it comes in varieties
It's trynna catch up, we got to him finally
Then they take over, and kill me silently

If I don't deal with the pain, I
Got nothing to gain, then nothing will change
Start digging my grave
And let God know that I'm on my way
Will they remember me, or be forgetting me
End up erased from all of their memories
This is my destiny, my mind is telling me
Think about every, moment with Melanie