I Don't Know

Pouring out my heart while the record plays
I been going through it
But I'm holding out and hoping there'll be better days
Aint too much to say about this life
We all struggle in our different ways
And maybe this is just a phase
If I just give it time it fades
But I'm just tryna ease the pain
How do I keep all of my peace knowing
That I could be gone soon
And time would just keep flowing like leaves blowing
I can't make the wrong moves
I'm tryna keep growing and keep sowing
But I see the truth hidden in each omen
Nothing is promised and everything has a season
The only thing I believe in is living each moment

Let's make a toast to the good times
And one to the bad
One for the future
And one for the past
One for the fam who aint ever coming back
One for the struggle
And one for the troubles
One for the hustle
Let's make that a double
Life aint been easy and sometimes I wonder
If what doesn't kill you really makes you stronger
I don't know
Let's make a toast to the good times
And one to the bad
One for the future
And one for the past
One for the fam who aint ever coming back
One for the struggle
And one for the troubles
One for the hustle
Let's make that a double
Life aint been easy and sometimes I wonder
If what doesn't kill you really makes you stronger
I don't know

Will it be better in the end
Will it be worth it when I'm underneath the surface
Will I ever have to worry bout the color of my skin
Or what I worship
Did my life fulfill a purpose
If I find my way to heaven will they even let me in
I wasn't perfect but I tried to make amends
Every day I strove to be a better man
Do you think that God will judge me or will He understand
I heard that He has a plan
But how do I fit in
And what about all of my dreams and my visions
Does what I do matter
Are all my decisions and all of my choices
Of my own volition
Or was I just living
The life I was given
If I had the answer to all of these questions
What would I do different
I don't know

Let's make a toast to the good times
And one to the bad
One for the future
And one for the past
One for the fam who aint ever coming back
One for the struggle
And one for the troubles
One for the hustle
Let's make that a double
Life aint been easy and sometimes I wonder
If what doesn't kill you really makes you stronger
I don't know
Let's make a toast to the good times
And one to the bad
One for the future
And one for the past
One for the fam who aint ever coming back
One for the struggle
And one for the troubles
One for the hustle
Let's make that a double
Life aint been easy and sometimes I wonder
If what doesn't kill you really makes you stronger
I don't know

I don't know

Let's make a toast to the good times
And one to the bad
One for the future
And one for the past
One for the fam who aint ever coming back
One for the struggle
And one for the troubles
One for the hustle
Let's make that a double
Life aint been easy and sometimes I wonder
If what doesn't kill you really makes you stronger
I don't know

I don't know