Halloween

So won't you leave me alone someday
I'm just a teen I won't die today
I hate school but I'll live another day
Suicide is a strong word for me to say
I hope I'm not fucking up your plans
But mom this life doesn't make any sense
I hate this since I'm fucking five years old
But still I don't wanna go (Oh oh oh oh)

If Halloween turns out to me
And says I gotta chill my sleep
I'd just tell him to go home
And see if he can make a word of his

I'm not the one to scare away
I got more chills than bones on me
The people talk and...
And say things that I can't get them out of me

I don't have big eyes or sharp teeth
I don't have claws or ways to tease
But I got someone that's by my side
And tells me son don't you dare to cry
A flower pot beneath my bed
A pair of socks over my head
A smelly T-shirt on my chair
And a jacket with a button left

I'm not someone to spend time with
My insecurities are big
My dad just used to...
To tell me that I would not have a family

And powered by the will of me
Becoming someone that will be
Looking back at his past self
And saying how was I so stupid

I see myself as a poor kid
I overthink and think too deep
But I got someone that's by my side
And tells me son don't you dare to cry
A flower pot beneath my bed
A pair of socks over my head
A smelly T-shirt on my chair
Mom knows I hate me cuz my daddy left

So won't you leave me alone someday
I'm just a teen I won't die today
I hate school but I'll live another day
Suicide is a strong word for me to say
I hope I'm not fucking up your plans
But mom this life doesn't make any sense
I say this since I'm fucking five years old
But still I don't wanna go (Oh oh oh oh)

So won't you leave me alone someday
I'm just a teen I won't die today
I hate school but I'll live another day
Suicide is a strong word for me to say
I hope I'm not fucking up your plans
But mom this life doesn't make any sense
I hate this since I'm fucking five years old
But still I don't wanna go (Oh oh oh oh)

I don't have big eyes or sharp teeth
I don't have claws or ways to tease
But I got someone that's by my side
And tells me son don't you dare to cry
A flower pot beneath my bed
A pair of socks over my head
A smelly T-shirt on my chair
Mom knows I hate me cuz my daddy left



Credits
Writer(s): Miguel Tavares
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