Vitiligo

You know this isn't harmless
The splotches on my hands are a big fucking deal
I'm in harm's way
The fucking clock ticks away

I'm not in that much pain
I just hate how I think I am, deep inside
Where I couldn't even find it if I fucking tried

I know my friends are probly right
I should be feeling alright
But I never will, it's always something
It's all your fault if I die tonight

I can never know how bad my body feels
Can't differentiate between what's fake and real
Never can so I gave it up
Never could so I never will

I'll just keep on sitting on my hands
Probly won't even fucking last
I need some turmeric, I need some TLC
I need to close the Wikipedia page for OCD

I know my friends are probly right
I should be feeling alright
But I never will, it's always something
It's all your fault if I die tonight

Headache don't mean shit
Bodyache don't mean shit
Nothing means fucking shit
It's hard to tell if I fucking even mean shit

Tell me it'll be okay, tell me this'll pass
Help me find the proof that my brain's just asshole
Hit the pause button
I wanna fucking rewind



Credits
Writer(s): Olivia Venegas
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