Umm I Feel Like Shit

If you wanna push me
Go ahead and push me
It's so fun to push me down
Make me fucking taste the ground
Make me drink my teardrops
I could never call the cops
I just want it to end
I can be sad in my bed

If I'm being realistic
I hate being realistic
I know feeling bad doesn't feel good
I know I'm better off how I am

If you wanna hurt me
Go ahead and hurt me
It could always be much worse
Leaving in a fucking hearse
I am so pathetic
I can't even help it
I just wanna cry so loud
Salty water then I drown
Honestly, I'm pretty swell
At least I'm not in a fucking cell
I'm not in a hurry
So you shouldn't worry
I wanna be better
But it's so much effort
I would rather stay the same
Being cool is fucking lame

If I'm being realistic
I hate being realistic
I know feeling bad doesn't feel good
I know I'm better off how I am
I just hate how it all comes out
But I don't wanna stress you out
I wanna try and just be myself
And smile when I'm in my personal hell
I just hate how it all comes out
But I don't wanna stress you out
I wanna try and just be myself
And smile when I'm in my personal hell



Credits
Writer(s): Olivia Venegas
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