Deviance

I long for a sign of a better future
I'm looking for a milestone that will drown our bitter past
Will the echoes of my own failures give me strength to reverse the hourglass?
One match can light up the ocean, but the fire won't last if it lacks devotion

Just try to reach out and take control
You know you're not alone, not alone

I've always known this feeling is a waste of time
But I don't wanna wake up, I don't wanna wake up
You can't let it all fly even though you tried
When the mind is changing what is left inside

Empty home for a parasite crawling down my spine
Taking over me, it's taking a part of me
In where my heart appeared, remains for all unseen

And as I'm waiting here alone (I'm reaching out to a world long gone)
I'm falling apart, this burden is poisoning my heart
So I'm praying, but I never really knew how to talk to god
Am I changing? Or is it just another moment when I lose my mind?

I've always known this feeling is a waste of time
But I don't wanna wake up, I don't wanna wake up
You can't let it all fly even though you tried
When the mind is changing what is left inside

It's like you're falling down the stairs but you are laughing at the pain
You're hanging off the cliff and you're mocking in the face of despair
You're mocking in the face of despair

I've always known this feeling is a waste of time
But I don't wanna wake up, I don't wanna wake up
You can't let it all fly even though you tried
When the mind is changing what is left...

Life goes on but your memory shines bright
A bright star in the night sky, my guiding light
I don't wanna wake up