Readjustment
It's been 3 months since it's been over
And ten months since you've been gone
I'm counting the days to the next fight that won't come
Cause it's barely hit me that it's done
This was my life for so many years
And now I'm back to lonely nights and irrational fears
No one would understand, or ever believe
How am I meant to be?
I'm so used to having people to save
Now I can't connect with other people my age
"You're the King of Hippocracy, a self-fulfilling prophecy
Oh what a disgrace!" They say
"You're a self-blamer with a therapy rec
A lazy kid with a god complex"
And maybe they're right
What would I know?
They're normal, and what am I?
I don't even know
Another sleepless night, I'm holding back tears
Tryna relive those wasted years
The parties don't help
Neither does the booze
It might, a bit, if it were with you
I've been through things even adults never go through
Now I'm stuck here tryna understand who
I would've been
Without all this shit
What's a normal teenager? Never heard of it
I'm so used to having people to save
Now I can't connect with other people my age
"You're the King of Hippocracy
A self-fulfilling prophecy
Oh, what a disgrace!" They say
"You're a self-blamer with a therapy rec
A lazy kid with a god complex"
And maybe they're right
What would I know?
They're normal, and what am I?
I don't even know
I don't even know
I don't even know
Cause I'm the King of Hippocracy
A self-fulfilling prophecy
And I can't make my way back to who I used to be
Cause I've got PTSD and a therapy rec
Cause my loved ones think I've got a god complex
And I know they're not right
I know what I've done
I just don't know, who am I now the war is won?
This was my life for so many years
Now I see you when I close my eyes, and I'm on the verge of tears
No one could understand, can't say a word
They'd call us crazy for what we've learned
Been through things no one else has ever gone through
Now I'm stuck here still thinking that you
Could've been someone if you'd had healthy fear
Everyone seems to have moved on
And I'm just here
And I'm still here
I'm so used to having people to save
Now I can't connect with other people my age
"You're the King of Hippocracy
A self-fulfilling prophecy
Oh, what a disgrace!" They say
"You're a self-blamer with a therapy rec
A lazy kid with a god complex"
And maybe they're right
What would I know?
They're normal, and what am I?
I don't even know
And I'm still here
Oh, I'm still here
Oh, I'm still here
And ten months since you've been gone
I'm counting the days to the next fight that won't come
Cause it's barely hit me that it's done
This was my life for so many years
And now I'm back to lonely nights and irrational fears
No one would understand, or ever believe
How am I meant to be?
I'm so used to having people to save
Now I can't connect with other people my age
"You're the King of Hippocracy, a self-fulfilling prophecy
Oh what a disgrace!" They say
"You're a self-blamer with a therapy rec
A lazy kid with a god complex"
And maybe they're right
What would I know?
They're normal, and what am I?
I don't even know
Another sleepless night, I'm holding back tears
Tryna relive those wasted years
The parties don't help
Neither does the booze
It might, a bit, if it were with you
I've been through things even adults never go through
Now I'm stuck here tryna understand who
I would've been
Without all this shit
What's a normal teenager? Never heard of it
I'm so used to having people to save
Now I can't connect with other people my age
"You're the King of Hippocracy
A self-fulfilling prophecy
Oh, what a disgrace!" They say
"You're a self-blamer with a therapy rec
A lazy kid with a god complex"
And maybe they're right
What would I know?
They're normal, and what am I?
I don't even know
I don't even know
I don't even know
Cause I'm the King of Hippocracy
A self-fulfilling prophecy
And I can't make my way back to who I used to be
Cause I've got PTSD and a therapy rec
Cause my loved ones think I've got a god complex
And I know they're not right
I know what I've done
I just don't know, who am I now the war is won?
This was my life for so many years
Now I see you when I close my eyes, and I'm on the verge of tears
No one could understand, can't say a word
They'd call us crazy for what we've learned
Been through things no one else has ever gone through
Now I'm stuck here still thinking that you
Could've been someone if you'd had healthy fear
Everyone seems to have moved on
And I'm just here
And I'm still here
I'm so used to having people to save
Now I can't connect with other people my age
"You're the King of Hippocracy
A self-fulfilling prophecy
Oh, what a disgrace!" They say
"You're a self-blamer with a therapy rec
A lazy kid with a god complex"
And maybe they're right
What would I know?
They're normal, and what am I?
I don't even know
And I'm still here
Oh, I'm still here
Oh, I'm still here
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