Bath Water

It weighs
On me nowadays
The heat of the past
The burns of my mistakes
I stay
In bed now most days
Cause there's just so much
That I can't bear to face
I might just
Put my head under bathwater
Breathe right in
Make my chest warmer
Watch temporary hair dye spiral into the night
Like the blood on my hands after all of those fights
It's cold
In my bed nowadays
Cause everyone left
Nobody ever stays
And I know it's my fault
It mostly is nowadays
But I sit alone
With these demons I hate
I might just
Put my head under bathwater
Breathe right in
Make my chest warmer
Watch temporary hair dye spiral into the night
Like the blood on my hands after the fight
Close my eyes
Feel the world moving
Feel so light
While the roof caves in
Watch on While my limbs become limp with defeat
It's all over now, so I finally retreat
What's wrong with me?
I guess I always said this is how it would end
When I've lost the respect of my people and my friends
I knew that my time was up when the bell rang
So why does it hurt so much?
Oh, I want to
Put my head under bathwater
Breathe right in, make my chest warmer
Watch temporary hair dye spiral into the night
Like the blood on my hands after all of those fights
Close my eyes
Feel the world moving
Feel so light
While the roof caves in
Watch all of my limbs become limp in defeat
Cause it's all over now, so I finally retreat
What's wrong with me?
Oh I might just
Put my head under bathwater
Breathe right in, make my chest warmer
Watch temporary hair dye spiral in the night
Like the blood on my hands after the fight



Credits
Writer(s): Sunshine
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