Apex
Heed
Passing by the breeze
So silent as it breathes
Sunsets just go by they're so at ease I'm on my knees
I'm begging please, can't go your speed
Why do you only slow down while I bleed?
Can't fulfill my needs, fighting to just to keep
One more minute then I promise I will make my peace
I'll finally treat this damn disease
But now your pace has somehow been increased
My time has come to cease
My time has come to cease
My time has come to cease
My time has come to cease
My time has come to cease
My time has come to cease
My time has come to
Cease
Every day gets shorter and shorter
How does the father keep advancing his pace?
Could disillusionment be my disorder?
A side effect from medicating away
Did you intend for me to find my place?
Have you still been looking over my shoulder
And keeping me safe?
Who have you been answering?
I can think of those more worthy than a rotting disgrace
Who knows what's coming next?
Will tomorrow rise?
Is there something left to chase?
To reward my suffering
Is there nothing left for me?
After all the gifts that I've received
Clouded by these veils of disarray
Tell me something with some certainty
I'm certain I can't keep going down
This road I'm blindly stumbling on
I'm tired of listening
You'll never heed my questioning
Will the sparrow finally learn to leave his nest?
Or will he fall crashing down to his death?
Will his mother hold his wings as he ascends?
And when she dies will he never soar again?
Will a stranger passing by repair his wings?
Or will the wolves sing with joy as they come to feed?
Time's Up!
Passing the point of return you left everything and it burned!
Time's Up!
Passing the point of return you left everything and it burned!
Time's Up!
Passing the point of return you left everything and it burned!
Time's Up!
Passing the point of return you left everything and it burned!
Time's Up!
Passing the point of return you left everything and it burned!
Time's Up!
Passing the point of return you left everything and it burned!
We reap what we sow!
We reap what we sow!
We reap what we sow!
We reap what we sow!
We reap what we sow!
We reap what we sow!
We reap what we sow!
We reap what we sow!
I swear
It couldn't have been all my fault
Disadvantaged and damaged in all
The things I was forced to embrace
Alive but conditioned to hate
I never was given a choice
I never was heard as a voice
Only the screaming got through
When all of you knew my temper was screwed
It's always my turn for the bill
For climbing this treacherous hill
Making me feel like a burden and
Wishing I'd fall off the edge and be killed
Nobody to trust or believe
I was raising myself to just to feed
You planted a seed and kept forcing the being to suffer and bleed
You've only brought yourself to shame
You've only brought yourself to shame
You've only brought yourself to shame
You've only brought yourself to shame
Holding onto my fatal mistake
Is there anybody left to blame?
What path ahead solidifies my name?
Will I choose immortality or shame?
Holding onto my fatal mistake
Is there anybody left to blame?
What path ahead solidifies my name?
Will I choose immortality or shame?
Holding onto my fatal mistake
Is there anybody left to blame?
What path ahead solidifies my name?
Will I choose immortality or shame?
Holding onto my fatal mistake
Is there anybody left to blame?
What path ahead solidifies my name?
Will I choose immortality or shame?
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to
Blame!
Blame!
Blame!
Blame!
Blame!
Is it too late to go back in time?
To that state when I could feel alive?
Is it too late to go back in time?
To that state when I could feel alive?
Is it too late to go back in time?
To that state when I could feel alive?
Is it too late to go back in time?
To that state when I could feel alive?
Is it too late to feel alive?
Is it too late to feel alive?
Is it too late to feel alive?
Is it too late to feel alive?
To feel alive!
Passing by the breeze
So silent as it breathes
Sunsets just go by they're so at ease I'm on my knees
I'm begging please, can't go your speed
Why do you only slow down while I bleed?
Can't fulfill my needs, fighting to just to keep
One more minute then I promise I will make my peace
I'll finally treat this damn disease
But now your pace has somehow been increased
My time has come to cease
My time has come to cease
My time has come to cease
My time has come to cease
My time has come to cease
My time has come to cease
My time has come to
Cease
Every day gets shorter and shorter
How does the father keep advancing his pace?
Could disillusionment be my disorder?
A side effect from medicating away
Did you intend for me to find my place?
Have you still been looking over my shoulder
And keeping me safe?
Who have you been answering?
I can think of those more worthy than a rotting disgrace
Who knows what's coming next?
Will tomorrow rise?
Is there something left to chase?
To reward my suffering
Is there nothing left for me?
After all the gifts that I've received
Clouded by these veils of disarray
Tell me something with some certainty
I'm certain I can't keep going down
This road I'm blindly stumbling on
I'm tired of listening
You'll never heed my questioning
Will the sparrow finally learn to leave his nest?
Or will he fall crashing down to his death?
Will his mother hold his wings as he ascends?
And when she dies will he never soar again?
Will a stranger passing by repair his wings?
Or will the wolves sing with joy as they come to feed?
Time's Up!
Passing the point of return you left everything and it burned!
Time's Up!
Passing the point of return you left everything and it burned!
Time's Up!
Passing the point of return you left everything and it burned!
Time's Up!
Passing the point of return you left everything and it burned!
Time's Up!
Passing the point of return you left everything and it burned!
Time's Up!
Passing the point of return you left everything and it burned!
We reap what we sow!
We reap what we sow!
We reap what we sow!
We reap what we sow!
We reap what we sow!
We reap what we sow!
We reap what we sow!
We reap what we sow!
I swear
It couldn't have been all my fault
Disadvantaged and damaged in all
The things I was forced to embrace
Alive but conditioned to hate
I never was given a choice
I never was heard as a voice
Only the screaming got through
When all of you knew my temper was screwed
It's always my turn for the bill
For climbing this treacherous hill
Making me feel like a burden and
Wishing I'd fall off the edge and be killed
Nobody to trust or believe
I was raising myself to just to feed
You planted a seed and kept forcing the being to suffer and bleed
You've only brought yourself to shame
You've only brought yourself to shame
You've only brought yourself to shame
You've only brought yourself to shame
Holding onto my fatal mistake
Is there anybody left to blame?
What path ahead solidifies my name?
Will I choose immortality or shame?
Holding onto my fatal mistake
Is there anybody left to blame?
What path ahead solidifies my name?
Will I choose immortality or shame?
Holding onto my fatal mistake
Is there anybody left to blame?
What path ahead solidifies my name?
Will I choose immortality or shame?
Holding onto my fatal mistake
Is there anybody left to blame?
What path ahead solidifies my name?
Will I choose immortality or shame?
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to
Blame!
Blame!
Blame!
Blame!
Blame!
Is it too late to go back in time?
To that state when I could feel alive?
Is it too late to go back in time?
To that state when I could feel alive?
Is it too late to go back in time?
To that state when I could feel alive?
Is it too late to go back in time?
To that state when I could feel alive?
Is it too late to feel alive?
Is it too late to feel alive?
Is it too late to feel alive?
Is it too late to feel alive?
To feel alive!
Credits
Writer(s): Kyle Mcginley, Lake Blocher, Rohan Shankar, Vishnu Vijayan
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