Letter to an Ex

(And I just wanna know)
(And I just wanna know)

Dear, Im writing to you cause
I was driving by your place just hoping to see your car
I dunno... it's been a really strange day
To be honest I don't even know what I wanna say
We haven't really spoken since we went our separate ways
Cause the kinda pain you caused me don't just up and go away
But I guess I'd start, with "how's your life been going?"
I see you replaced me right away and kept it rolling
The truth is baby girl I could never take you back
What you did to me I cant forgive, the trust is fucking cracked
But when we split its like a part of me had broken off
I tried to mend the break with random chicks and getting off
I tried... man I swear I really did
I threw myself at everything just to see where I would stick
Damn... why'm I telling you any of this
You don't deserve the energy that it requires me to sing

And I just wanna know...
Do I ever cross your mind?
When you go to look in his eyes
Do you ever expect mine?
I just really wanna know...
Do you ever think of me?
Of the times we shared together?
Of the life we'll never lead?

Man I dunno
I guess that I'm just lonely
In this empty apartment thinking about the old me
Thought we were happy
I thought I was the only love in your life
But baby you bought and sold me
Man... I'd really love to hear your voice
Damn... but I know I made the right choice
Yeah... as if you even left me any
Thought that I was your man and you were done with the boys
And since then so much has come out in the open
Like how you tried to get back with your ex, and he was hoping
That you had changed in your ways but it was clear as day
If you were ready to sway on me you'd do it to him another day
Fact of the matter is I really shouldn't tell you this
But for some unknown reason sometimes I really miss you, what can I do?
You had a hand on my heart heart squeezing tight baby
And I'm barely pushin through

And I just wanna know...
Do I ever cross your mind?
When you go to look in his eyes
Do you ever expect mine?
I just really wanna know...
Do you ever think of me?
Of the times we shared together?
Of the life we'll never lead?

(And I just wanna know)
Yeah
And baby I just wanna know
(And I just wanna know)
Yeah
And I just really wanna know
(And I just wanna know)
Haha
And I just really wanna know
(And I just wanna know)
Why it was so hard to let you go...

And I just wanna know...
Do I ever cross your mind?
When you go to look in his eyes
Do you ever expect mine?
I just really wanna know...
Do you ever think of me?
Of the times we shared together?
Of the life we'll never lead?

(And I just wanna know)
Yeah
And I just really wanna know
(And I just wanna know)
Uh
And I just really wanna know
(And I just wanna know)
Yeah
And I just really wanna know
(And I just wanna know)
Haha
Why it was so hard to let you go...