Camellia

So much for sleeping tonight
I haven't been myself for days
Lost again without a trace
And no one could do a thing
To make these streetlights burn much brighter
But I can burn every fucking bridge
And just leave it all behind me

Tie me down and don't hope that I won't breakaway
Don't be afraid to see all of the things I portray
Tie me down cause I know what it takes to be brave
I'm not as selfish as the world has taught me to be

So sick, I'm so sick
I'll do my best to fall apart this year
And shed what's left
Of all my old self again
And we can pretend that we're friends
Just let me go
Just let me

So sick, so sick I can't do this (by myself)
I would've walked away if I knew this

I'd walk away from it all
Before my thirst for blood
Makes me sink like a stone
Please, please, please just pick me back up
Because I'm fed up

Don't let me fall back
You know it's hard to keep me running
I'm getting sick
Just like I said
And I never took a chance
So will it ever leave my head

So sick, I'm so sick
I'll do my best to fall apart this year
And shed what's left
Of all my old self again
And we can pretend that we're friends
Just let me go
Just let me go