Grey

How long have you been holding on
Cause I can barely sleep
Or keep on lying to myself
That I'm a stranger to these dreams
So keep thinking you're right
I'll try not to give in to you
So I'll stay out of your sight

I'm feeling disconnected
Trapped up in this room
With too much time to think about you
We both know what we're worth
But your warnings never paid
And I'm still counting down the days
I just can't figure this out
But I tried
But I tried

So I'll take the blame
Before I fade away

Finding every reason not to
Want to stay in the same place
Cause I'd rather stay colder
When I'm states away (States away)
I'm done with your two faces
Changing every other season
So here's my goodbye
And this time I wrote it for you

(The same story every time you tried to lose me)
The same story every time you tried to lose me
The same story every day with a different ending
It's getting harder to believe
The signals that you're sending

But in the back of my mind
I swear we knew each other
Or maybe it was all a dream
Too short to tell the time to erase me
But I knew you always could
And I knew you always would
I knew you always could
I thought I knew who you were

So I'll take the blame
And then I'll fade away

Finding every reason not to
Want to stay in the same place
Cause I'd rather stay colder
When I'm states away
(I'm finally far away from you)
I'm done with your two faces
Changing every other season
So here's my goodbye
And this time I wrote it for you