Think

Breathe, Have yourself a seat
Take another drink
Live that dream
Grab yourself a pill
Throw it down the sink
Tell me what you think
Is that Real?
Need some Nova cane just to numb the brain
Take away the pain
Try to heal
Take your medicine
Fill it to the brim
Life could be a dream or not real
It's not real

I still got scars from when I went suicidal
When the highs got low; I was going down a spiral
Chemical imbalance inside em
Couldn't define it, So I ride it
Told nobody; Chose to hide it
R.I.P to Andrew Thomas
He was always smiling
So you would never guess he'd lose his life to suicide
My mentor died and I ain't cry that's the problem
I'm haunted by these thoughts that people are in on it
I'm drowning in this trauma
What happened to my fish gills
86'd the wheel Is the paranoia real?
Bad ideas in my head
Still can't take the pill
My Mind state ill, I'm exploding
Manic panic, I go Joker
Calling out the culture from my momma's sofa
Shit's unhealthy
The Stress is getting heavy
I think they tryna kill me
And niggas taking selfies
They ask if I'm ok as if they gonna help me
I can't breathe

Breathe, have yourself a seat
Take another drink
Live that dream
Grab yourself a pill
Throw it down the sink
Tell me what you think
Is that Real?
Need some Nova cane just to numb the brain
Take away the pain
Try to heal
Take your medicine
Fill it to the brim
Life could be a dream or not real
It's not real
Dream
Real
Dreaming

Before the diagnosis
I Ghosted the World
And built a fortress of my thoughts
And it led to psychosis
In my head was hearing voices
Gave my last dollar to the church
The 1 I snort with
I'm making better choices
Wounds bloody and bleeding on folks who didn't cut me
I had to study how to love me
Please don't judge me
Had a series of unfortunate events
But I'll live
And heal like a star fish with tore off limbs
It takes time to truly undo that shit
And they say you can't heal where you got sick
And The trauma didn't make me my resilience did
I got too locked in
I gotta leave
It's time to live the dream

Breathe, Have yourself a seat
Take another drink
Live that dream
Grab yourself a pill
Throw it down the sink
Tell me what you think
Is that Real?
Need some Nova cane just to numb the brain
Take away the pain
Try to heal
Take your medicine
Fill it to the brim
Life could be a dream or not real
It's not real



Credits
Writer(s): Farrington Starnes
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