Living L(r)ight

I know that you look up to me
I'm not living right
I know please don't give up on me
Because I'm gonna get it right
I know that shit is so crazy
I'm not Living right
I know the change is up to me
Because I'm not living right
I'm not living right
And i'm not living right
I'm not living right
Please let me live my life
Because I wanna get it right
I'm not living right
And I'm gonna get it right
Please let me live my life

Would you turn your back if you found out I had some problems
Would you slaughter me for my mistakes, or would you help me solve em?
I got Trauma on my mind, That's just by design
I might do some drugs, let me live my life
Tryna Rep Northside, Without it catching up to me
just Snorted a Line with a youth who looks up to me
I understand if you're not a fan anymore
But I gotta keep it Raw
Life's been a blur like Japanese porn

I know that you look up to me
I'm not living right
I know please don't give up on me
Because I'm gonna get it right
I know that shit is so crazy
I'm not Living right
I know the change is up to me
Because I'm not living right
I'm not living right
And i'm not living right
I'm not living right
Please let me live my life
Because I wanna get it right
I'm not living right
And I'm gonna get it right
Please let me live my life

I had to Apologize to the young me
Dumb me who gave a fuck about everyone but me
So if you love me, Donate to my go fund me
So I can stay in Tokyo; enjoy the Sun with Chun Lee
My dad said it's not fair to disappear
But everywhere I can feel Despair in the air
Yo
I can make a bigger difference here
I can finally tell my story without fear
On this mission trying to fix the identity crises
they'd rather listen to a nigga who ain't living righteous
Somebody hired by a system that's meant to divide us
Find vices and prison exciting
Meanwhile I'm not being as honest as I should be
Too ashamed of how they'll look at me
They'll throw the book at me
I'm on that dirtbag life
I'm alert at night
Smoke a lot of reefer when I'm on the Cocaína
Crack a joke like a hyena, but I think I'm a fiend
Your role model struggling with PTSD



Credits
Writer(s): Farrington Starnes
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