Lucky

My hearts torn apart, while I pick up the pieces
A pain I never felt, so I give it to Jesus
I always make a way, I'll die another day
Before I sleep, on my knees is when I start to pray
Praying that I'll be okay, home is where I lay
Poppi searching for his crib, a place for him to stay
Put my thinking cap on Momma watch me ace my grades
Before you died, I cried when I saw that look up on your face
I told you always keep the faith, I promise your Son will be okay
I take it day by day, but I can't lie, I still cry
Whenever I got you on mind
Well. lately, I got a lot on my mind
Lost my job, along with 2 warrants on file
Wasn't notified until legal aid put it aside
A job where I shouldn't have been driving at all
I promise the bounce back, taste just as sweet as the fall
And that's real

I felt lucky in this lifetime to feel our hearts collide
The day we met, I put my pride aside
I had a feeling you'd be my ride or die
Reflections of myself while staring into your eyes
Give me a hug, take your bags right off the flight
I know it's been 4 hours since you had yourself a bite
I was feeling nervous, I couldn't get any sleep last night
Thought twice about life and the music my mission
I know you get frustrated from all the time we're missing
As I try to pull you in closer you just kept getting distant
Introduce you to my friends, and you kept on fishing
On the weekends getting drunk, and you keep on sipping
Those are the choices that you make, and in the bed that you sleep in
I wore my heart on my sleeve I was a bit more different
From the rest of the guys, or the ones in your past
But who am I to judge when we didn't last?
I put it down different, when I lay you on your back
Close your eyes, one more time, and imagine the crash
I've been picking up the pieces from the broken glass
Forever is never enough it seems time doesn't last
Memories are pictures, that live in the past
I haven't felt at home since I was holding your hand
Damn