The Better End

I don't need help and I can't be saved
You all think it's from the way that I was raised
Don't be surprised when I collide
Cause you know times never been on my side

Can you tell me which path will be my fate?
Am I a socio, a psycho and is it too late?
I show emotion but I, I feel no pain
I live in camouflage trying to play this game

Doesn't matter how it ends it feels the same
It's always the same
You all drop right down in shame
If you saw these thoughts deep down inside my head
I swear you'd be praying for a better end
And if only you could read what's truly in my mind
You'd find yourself, find yourself scarred for life
There's something sick stuck inside my head
Thanks for the advice but I can't get rid of it
No, I don't feel sad I don't feel anything
Blankness - desolation - it's nothing

Can you tell me which path will be my fate?
Am I a socio, a psycho and is it too late?
I show emotion but I, I feel no pain
I live in camouflage trying to play this game

I'm not living in a world with your games
Fuck the play, fuck the play
I'd rather wait for myself to decay

I can't make you understand
When I don't know what's going on
No, I don't know what's going on with me
I can't make you understand
The real thoughts inside my mind
When these thoughts they're too damn dark for me
What can't you see?
There's something wrong with me
Stop pretending I'm a somebody



Credits
Writer(s): Victoria Mladenovski
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