It Festers

Fall down then I get up I'm fucking sick, I'm sick of it
I rise up eight and then I fall down nine
I'm still learning from the first time
Fall down then I get up I'm fucking sick I'm sick of it
Hope is hopeless when no one gives a fuck about you

I'm so far from the front line I'm taught to never give up
I'm told to never be afraid of anything at all
But every time I try every time I fail
Tell me how to go on, when all I have is bad luck

I can't give up I need to try again
Not scared of failure scared of where I begin
This life can't be only what I see
There's got to be more for me
I'll stay strong, I'll be brave

I'll stay strong if I fall get up and try again
I'll be brave never let defeat destroy my head
I'm not scared to fail
Cause It's all that I've ever known
And it will never stop me
From trying to get to the places I need to go
Fall down then I get up
I'm fucking sick, I'm sick of it

Got one shot one chance to make things right
Can't give up keep going toward the light
I feel like I'm so far from the end
Now I'm too close to the edge
At times we're faced with challenges
Sometimes we just don't understand
But if you set something for yourself
Can't stop, keep going till the end
I won't stop, I'll keep trying
When I start to drop and fall again
I'll forget all the good I've learned
Maybe the ground is made for me
I won't stop, can't sleep can't breathe
Maybe the ground is made for me

I need to manage what I can't see
Before it gets too late for me
I need to cut something from life
Cause inside something doesn't feel right
The weakness feeds