Double Speed*

I'm awake
In this bedroom, it's not mine
I think we're running out of time
Its been a couple long nights, alright
All I wanted was to feel sure
That I belonged here
But it got complacent
A room of changing faces
Have you got a charger
There's no need to start shit

Always at the hyper bits, look at the sight of it
Wondering when the wine will kick
Then I'll convince, myself to be a part of it
Before the high will dip
Before I lie and lie at home
Cause I don't fit in
Sitting, on your sofa
Staring at my settings or I'm staring at the posters on the wall
I don't know who I'm supposed to be at all
But I know I've got to find it when the morning calls

Speaking cyanide
Wishing you would lie aside
I'd put all of my pride aside but no
I am not a martian
I am just a boy in his room with a Macbook
Laptop, making music fast
It's like crack rock I'm that lost
Every single summer, know it's my fault
Stuck feeling winter, that's why I always wear the jeans
Double speed on 'em, double speed on 'em, double speed on 'em

Some days I don't feel it
Keep my feet off the floor
And my eyes to the ceiling
I don't see it
And I feel like it's my fault
Scream like Eminem
Your name was just a synonym
For literature I cannot pronounce
Spent a couple summers tryna figure it out
I think I needed your help

Winter time, drop the habit I ain't hurt
I'm out the curse and off the curb
I got woke up by the birds
Then by a bird
My heart it burns for who I used to be
Believed it end in '018
Back when I loved her
It's all deep, you know me
Lonely, no streaks
Cause these people won't save me
That I do know, oh
So I won't not grieve
Keep the pressure on me
See the pleasure in my eyes
When I break out
It's all deep, you know me
Lonely, no streaks
Cause these people won't save me
That I do know, oh
So I won't not grieve
Keep the pressure on me
See the pleasure in my eyes
When I break out
I found a way, I saw a sign, now its yeah yeah
You're dead to me