Self Medicate

I'm just tryna
Y'all feel me
Find my self
Yeah yeah
Check it

I'm just tryna find my self
If i spread my wings, will I fly will I fail
I'm just tryna find my self
If I spread my wings, will I, will I fly

Fly? Fail? Cry? Still
I'm alive in the sight of the moon light
Little weed little drank get my mood right
Cut of snakes and the fakes, keep the crew tight
Just do right it come back all in do time
You ever feel like you dont know who you are
Outside lookin in left alone with your scars
Let down by the people that you hold as a star/
Whole world crashing down, gotta shoulder it all
And that's deep and that's heavy
On the inside you dont feel ready, let's get it though
I'm just tryna get the full score, what its hittin for
I'ma wash the pain all down, lookin pitiful
Still gettin rained on, fuck I need a ceiling for
Everytime they make the pain show I conceal it more
Yeah cuz I'll be alright
I think my problems dont exist cuz they outta site
But they waitin round the corner and they bout to strike
I'll be goin down swinging cuz I'm proud to fight
You gonna need more than 12 to knock me out shit
I'm too high you cant drop me down
I done came too damn far to let them stop me now, yeah
I'm just wanna make my mama proud yeah
Hope the shit that I be doin dont fry my health
I'm just, I'm tryna find myself

I'm just tryna find my self
If i spread my wings, will I fly will I fail
I'm just tryna find my self
If I spread my wings, will I, will I fly

Let it breathe, let it resonate
Gotta dream gotta meditate
Plant a seed start demanding great
Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
Okay, okay, okay
Got a lot on my mental existential detrimental
Therapies my pen and pencil, its difficult
To be happy now a days but I'll pretend to
Treat my psyche extra gentle, sentimental
Nah this world ain't sentimental
Give a fuck bout what you've been through

I'm just tryna find my self
If i spread my wings, will I fly will I fail
I'm just tryna find my self
If I spread my wings, will I, will I fly

Fly
Will I fly
Will I, will I
Will I fly



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Writer(s): Daniel Ivy
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