Another's Dream

Dreams in the night
I can't hear
The devil's near
Listen
Yeah

Ascending up hill no will walking till my feet were hurting
During the summer the sun beam on my skin is burning
As we pass Beaman Park and it's 15:30
Alcoholic thoughts there's no question whether if it's early
Nights down Canterbury, we had sinning to tend to
Laugh hysterically you're a bitch if you get sentimental
Be at central at 6 tell your mum you're sleeping over
Then call your cuz to get some drinks don't forget the coronas
We choke coz we can't see pass the smoke
When we let it go
Means we burn our fingers on the rope
But it's just a smoke
I promise that it won't kill ya
Just a kid at 16 with big dreams it seems
Nothing can get between me and reality
Just momentarily
It hits me suddenly how can it be
Coming home at 1 my mum is mad at me
Her trust has died what a horrible tragedy

Walking with a blindfold
Why not have my eyes closed?
Who am I if I'm living without my soul?
You're giving me no care in the world
Do we store love in ourselves?
Coz it's not my fault yeah

All kicking back on the half pipe
Having the scent of death between our index and middle fingers
I approve of who I'm hanging with
Coz I feel like death's a friend and kind of like a teacher
No preacher but I'm excited to meet ya
See that cutie Lucy? I tell ya man she's a keeper
That's what he told me
Conversing as we blow weed
Never mind kick back relax when you're hole deep
In the high
This weed is burning my eyes
I don't mind I feel like the terminator undisguised
Then I realize there's blood in my eyes and I can't seem to get it out
This trip has got me contemplating what life is really bout'
And I'm crying god hold me
I'm living a lie this isn't what they told me
I thought life was full of butterflies and big dreams
But it's really a movie and this is just a big scene
Uncovering live we just caught him taking a dive
To having him find himself realizing he's out of time
Uncovering life's secret so now he can decide
His choice that'll define if he swims with or against the tide

Walking with a blindfold
Why not have my eyes closed?
Who am I if I'm living without my soul?
You're giving me no care in the world
Do we store love in ourselves?
Coz it's not my fault yeah

All you surrounding me
Make room so I can breathe
If this was all a dream then
Who am I supposed to be man?
On the bus and we're sitting in the backseat
Making the ruckus and the driver getting mad please
We all looking forward to drink into the morning
When it's dawn you never see us yawning

I see the lines
I see the lines clearer in the mirror looking through my eyes
When I turn a blind eye
See the evil when I pick up a drink
Take a sip and look back at all the shit that I did
Making me think
I was the cause
I was appalled
Then I paused
I swear it wasn't my fault
Taking shots of some Smirnoff
Chase to take the burn off
Never slept but laid awake chasing dreams wasn't heard of
If I were a corrupted angel from the heavens
An infant without a stain would have the same future destined
Laid on the grass my mouth refuses to slur my words
So I crack another beer coz I'm dying of thirst

Why not have my eyes closed?
If I'm living without my soul
It's not my fault