Sunshine's near

Look into the night
Tears you probably could hear
Dreams I've only tasted
That's guarded by my fear
Oh dear shit
Think it's going somewhere
But it's really going nowhere
In a minute I'll be sober
She gotta leave huh now it's all over
Questioning why I'm back up in this corner
I dug myself out the hole but I dug another
See my demons arrive
I pray I hope I find the sunshine

Yeah the sunshine's near
Got a bright idea
Tell me do you wanna help someone that might not care
Wanna do a favor here
Make a sacrifice there
Why am I broke as a motherfucker? No idea
Got no energy on the boat getting sea sick
Floating to keep me from soaking with leeches
My folks are the reason I've grown to be reasonable
I don't wanna eat coz I'm full
Difficult uh
Someone that you'd love to ridicule uh
Someone with the confidence that never came to bloom uh
Living in the blues and I never had a clue
And the dog barking at the door who the fuck is you?
She said ILY
And I'll be into you straight silly
Give me your phone coz I can picture us in a selfie hun
You know the ones at Westfield's?
She's defs for real
Got her lips filled
Botox in her head still
Ahead I feel
Jumped the gun and I stepped in front of it
Lead her on but I was bluffing and really undercover I'm just trynna uh
I just wanna relieve the stress
I just wanna duck I'm smoking these cigarettes till my lungs hiss
Snakes in the grass I can't function
Been around them a lot I feel like that I might become them
Who gives a fuck then
Succumb to my thoughts, eruption
I wanna love but how can I love when I can't even love myself?

You keep fooling all them to survive
Survive
All these voices in my head tonight
Tonight
Not feeling so nice
Ooh ooh ooh
But I'll be alright
Ooh ooh ooh

I said run when the law say tell me where you from mate?
Not looking to get caught but I'm caught up in this shit uh
I said run when your mum say tell me why you are late?
Tripping in the guilt but I'm really tripping dicks
I walk into the sky
I fall but never die yeah
I'm tall but my head is tired
I'm drawn straight into the fire
I'm warm keeping me alive is
In the dawn when the sun is rising
What's the pricing?
When you're thinking in the clouds
But It hits you with some lightning uh
My skin burns, my rims turn, I linger
Not moving I'm choosing to ring her
She wants me when she feels I don't even ask for much
I give all of my love when I should be giving all to my mum
I treat these gangas better why do I let it uh
The foot of your own mother is over heaven uh
Why do I grab a dagger and stab her from under?
I don't really mean it I use my anger as just a cover
I love her but don't show it
I copied my dads motions
All I know is how to show off impression's the main focus uh
How do you handle it when you just wanna steer?
But crash into everything you love just living in fear
Check it

You keep fooling all them to survive
Survive
All these voices in my head tonight
Tonight
Not feeling so nice
Ooh ooh ooh
But I'll be alright
Ooh

Uh I don't know what it is man but fuck
I feel like I'm just gonna snap bro
Yeah

Switched on with a flick
Wait another sec
Stay calm then I tick
I'll never let it slip
Sweaty palms in a fist
What's up with this kid?
Now I'm gone losing sense
Logic in the bin
Then I scream
Gonna make another scene
No one understands me
I can't tell you how I feel
I wanna break everything
This just doesn't seem real
Blame everyone but me
Loving is hard still
I'd love you love me as a fan
Love me as a mate
Love me when you can
Love me on the first date
Love me when I'm wrong
Love me when I'm away
Love me in the job interview when I'm late
Love me as a son
Love me when you hate
Love me give me some energy when I play
Love me whatever your religion or race
Love me coz I'll always love you anyway

Yeah and we're caught in the summer light
Yeah and we're caught in the summer light
Yeah and we're caught in the summer light
Caught in the summer light
Caught in the summer light yeah
Caught in the summer light
No matter if the thunder strikes
We're caught in the summer light
Caught in the summer light
Caught in the summer light

I live the life I live
I get caught up in it
Suffocating from it all but I love it
I can't get over this
Drowning in hopelessness
It'll take a toll on me but I've got it

Coz I'll be alright
Ooh ooh ooh
But I'll be alright
Love I
Love You
Love I
Love You
Love I
Love you
Love I
Love you