Internalized

No I don't wanna die
Yeah, yeah

I don't wanna die, but I'm scared to lose somebody (yeah)
Sometimes at night I cry, that's my only way of hiding (yeah)
My true feelings stay inside, and I hope that no one finds it (oh no)
Because I feel that I can only trust myself (myself)
Nobody else
I don't wanna die, but I'm scared to lose somebody (yeah)
Sometimes at night I cry, that's my only way of hiding
My true feelings stay inside, and I hope that no one finds it (yeah)
I just internalize it (yeah)
'Til death, there's no surprises
Internalized

Internally, I feel the pressure of eternity (eternity)
Internally my mind believes that's my life's an emergency (emergency)
It always requires attention (yeah)
Raindrops make it hard to listen (yeah)
Questioning becomes a nuisance
Where's my assistance, why is there distance (uh)
I don't really speak my mind
Holding everything that I got real tight (real tight)
My response is I don't mind
Because I typically deny all my lies (my lies)
Trust is hard to find
So why i would open up if I know that you won't see
Seeing a male figure cry, it's weak if you ask society (yeah)
The common belief is you hush your
Feelings and stay silent (talk to 'em)
But if you form a relationship with a
King He'll provide you guidance (okay)
Talk to you when you need that knowledge (okay)
So you ain't got to be reminded (yeah)
Whatever you choose
Just know that you not alone even when you feel like it

I don't wanna die, but I'm scared to lose somebody (yeah)
Sometimes at night I cry, that's my only way of hiding (yeah)
My true feelings stay inside, and I hope that no one finds it (oh no)
Because I feel that I can only trust myself (myself)
Nobody else
I don't wanna die, but I'm scared to lose somebody (yeah)
Sometimes at night I cry, that's my only way of hiding
My true feelings stay inside, and I hope that no one finds it (yeah)
I just internalize it (yeah)
'Til death, there's no surprises
Internalized

Lots of feelings, I guess that comes with new beginnings
My only witness is me, am I the good guy or am I the villain?
I know I'm a man of my own (my own)
And I should be leading my home (home)
But what do I do because I feel I lost all control of my comfort zone?
Yeah life is precious (precious)
So I suppress my questions (questions)
And I put 'em on the guest list (guest list)
So that they're approved when requested
My best comes when I'm tested (uh huh)
Because I rely on my blessings
I'm not immune to the reality that most
People don't relate to my essence (my essence)
But you got to possess this (yeah)
It's key to a life full of lessons (yeah)
It's opens the gate for your destiny
So don't take advantage of the wisdom (nah)
Treat it like it's a commencement (uh)
Leave the doubt, keep it out your business
Have confidence in your vision
Time don't rewind so be fearless

I don't wanna die, but I'm scared to lose somebody (yeah)
Sometimes at night I cry, that's my only way of hiding (yeah)
My true feelings stay inside, and I hope that no one finds it (oh no)
Because I feel that I can only trust myself (myself)
Nobody else
I don't wanna die, but I'm scared to lose somebody (yeah)
Sometimes at night I cry, that's my only way of hiding
My true feelings stay inside, and I hope that no one finds it (yeah)
I just internalize it (yeah)
'Til death, there's no surprises
Internalized

Yeah It's time to turn the lies of what's internalized