False Hope

Hands are shaking as they grab the keys
Lungs are aching I can barely breathe
Just hope and gasoline
How could this happen happen happen to happen to me
I'll be fine just give it time
A couple more nights and I'll be alright
Write a few letters and say a few prayers
Hope there's somebody out there
My mind is like a broken record
Plays the same sad song forever
In my mind I'm like an actor
Calling out for line in my happily ever after

I think I'm finally out of control
I think That's why I'm learning to let go
Of all these things that
I don't really need and
I think I've finally had enough
Or maybe I've just had too much
Of all this false hope

Now it's time I turn the engine on
In my mind I'm three states gone
Tried to leave so quietly
But you just happen happen happen to happen to see
Headlights as I drive away
I hope you don't have much to saw
Another day another town
I'm turning myself around
I know I'm turning out
My question now is how
Burning these bridges down
So I can't use them as excuses
For my useless doubts

I think I'm finally out of control
I think That's why I'm learning to let go
Of all these things that
I don't really need and
I think I've finally had enough
Or maybe I've just had too much
Of all this false hope

I think I'm finally out of control
I think That's why I'm learning to let go
Of all these things that
I don't really need and
I think I've finally had enough
Or maybe I've just had too much
Of all this false hope