Black Mirror (Stage Two: Anger)
Thinkin bout everything that took place
Sittin here thinkin that my 30's was a waste
Still tryna chase this dream
That I had for the last 20 years ain't got no team
Thought I had a ride or die but I had a ride and stop
Stop lyin tryna play innocent when you not
Rotting on the inside barely vibe when I hear a dope beat
And I REALLY hate me
For not bein built like the men that I know
Don't show emotions only ego
Empathetic and I really don't fit in
Bendin when I really don't agree within
Standin my ground more often made it worse
Shoulda never gave in cause yo feelings hurt
And I gotta heart but I really need a voice
Pissed cause I can't blame you for my...
CHOICE!
So I'm blaming myself
On the edge with myself
I'm destroying my mental health compelled by the heralds of hell to stay in my cell
So I'm blaming myself
On the edge with myself
The veil of darkness has already fell and she can't even tell that I'm blaming myself
Already feel like I'm doin this alone
Expressin myself in a fucked up tone
Only way you listen is when I talk loud
Never been an angry man but I am now
Dealin with reality how you act casually?
Focus on yourself instead of tellin me how to be
Now everybody else priority
Supporting them but you never support me
Lookin out from the stage at an empty show
The one I needed most is the one who didn't show
I'm the asshole when I stop takin it
Fuck bein nice I'm tired of fakin it
Cakin it when I really should've stood my ground
Look like a clown everytime I back down
In the end you can only do what I allow
Balls out this shit ends...
RIGHT NOW!
So I'm blaming myself
On the edge with myself
I'm destroying my mental health compelled by the heralds of hell to stay in my cell
So I'm blaming myself
On the edge with myself
The veil of darkness has already fell and she can't even tell that I'm blaming myself
Sittin here thinkin that my 30's was a waste
Still tryna chase this dream
That I had for the last 20 years ain't got no team
Thought I had a ride or die but I had a ride and stop
Stop lyin tryna play innocent when you not
Rotting on the inside barely vibe when I hear a dope beat
And I REALLY hate me
For not bein built like the men that I know
Don't show emotions only ego
Empathetic and I really don't fit in
Bendin when I really don't agree within
Standin my ground more often made it worse
Shoulda never gave in cause yo feelings hurt
And I gotta heart but I really need a voice
Pissed cause I can't blame you for my...
CHOICE!
So I'm blaming myself
On the edge with myself
I'm destroying my mental health compelled by the heralds of hell to stay in my cell
So I'm blaming myself
On the edge with myself
The veil of darkness has already fell and she can't even tell that I'm blaming myself
Already feel like I'm doin this alone
Expressin myself in a fucked up tone
Only way you listen is when I talk loud
Never been an angry man but I am now
Dealin with reality how you act casually?
Focus on yourself instead of tellin me how to be
Now everybody else priority
Supporting them but you never support me
Lookin out from the stage at an empty show
The one I needed most is the one who didn't show
I'm the asshole when I stop takin it
Fuck bein nice I'm tired of fakin it
Cakin it when I really should've stood my ground
Look like a clown everytime I back down
In the end you can only do what I allow
Balls out this shit ends...
RIGHT NOW!
So I'm blaming myself
On the edge with myself
I'm destroying my mental health compelled by the heralds of hell to stay in my cell
So I'm blaming myself
On the edge with myself
The veil of darkness has already fell and she can't even tell that I'm blaming myself
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Writer(s): Alvin Gibson
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