Voices in My Head

Yeah
Had to walk away
From the things in my life
That we're bringing me down
Cause I never want my son to see
That side of me
That you always seem to bring out
I'm tired of walking round with my head down
Just hoping that you hear the sound of my voice
When I tell you
I love you
And that until my last breath
I won't put nobody above you
You got me hooked on your love
I need a dose of you daily
I love your drive
And you love me because I'm driving you crazy
I pour my heart in every song
Just tryna correct my every wrong
So baby when you coming home
I just pray you coming home
Cause I know
I need to get right
Before I see you again
Cause I don't want the next time I see you
To be the last time that I see you again

After all of the things
That you've done
You think you can convince one
To accept you
You've ended up alone
Each and every time
Why would you deserve happiness
Think to yourself
Do you even deserve it
And if you believe you do
I suggest you reconsider

Come and see things from my side
Cause if you did then you'd finally see why
I am the way I am
Or why I do the the things I do
Cause my whole life
I've made sure I'm nothing like you
Nothing like the man I've seen
You think you had it worse than me
And I still came out a better man
Than you could ever fucking be
I should of went and put you on sorry
But you got the scripts reversed
And I won't ever be sorry
For the man I am
Or the man you see
Cause once you left
She didn't care to keep the grass as green
So don't you ever say again
That you had it worse than me
Cause you know how she is
And all that she said
Was only because
She was off of her meds
Damn

You
You are a fool
Blaming other people for your problems continuously
Never gonna break the cycle of your father
Are you
And now your all alone
Boo hoo
I'm getting really sick of the way
Your running things around here
It may be time for a change

Lately I pour another glass
As I'm reminiscing on my bad past again
Since Lucifer fell from the heavens
Does that mean the devil is heaven sent
That all of these demons around me
Are angels
And all this is just pretend
But I know that the devil
Is just trying to take control again
Til I let him go
But part of me still needs to let him know
That after this last letter to you
I promise I'll become a man that you'll never know
And all of the things
That you thought that I couldn't do
I promise that I will achieve
When I was down
And I was on my knees
Tried calling you
But you just called me weak
Now I just gotta let this feeling bleed
And finally let you go
If anyone asks me the reason
I'll tell them that your now a man that I've never known
And letting you go
Made me stronger too
I'm finally the man that I need
Cause I know that I don't need a fucking approval
From someone who never done shit for me

Yes
That's exactly right
You don't need anyone
Much easier isn't it
No one left to disappoint
No ones expectations to fulfill
You must completely give up control
You must
You must let everyone go