THANK GOD FOR MY RELAPSE

I might blow a hunnid bands I ain't sorry bitch
They canceled class and momma worried bout a scholarship
This shorty mad she get to tweeting like a columnist
If she throw it back I'll prolly empty out her shopping list
Yeah, but ain't no simping over here
Just a couple real niggas with no fear over here
Bitch I might apply some pressure like my peers over here
I been flexing through depression ain't no tears over here, yeah

Thank God for my relapse
Thank God for my relapse
Thank God for my relapse
Thank God for my relapse

Yeah, fuck a cry for help I never needed that
I was popping late at night until my vision black
I see the bottom of the bottle that's an issue man
Still might not make it to tomorrow still won't give a damn
So I'll guess a take a shot for every shot I missed
I'm not what she been looking for is my hypothesis
I used to hurt but now I never lose no confidence
The one that got away, I'm drowning in my opulence
Or is it vanity, my niggas getting mad at me
Turning off my feelings almost turning to insanity
You want me to be toxic that's my opposite reality
I'm getting high more frequently to balance my mortality
I'm thinking I don't need it just to function is more fallacy
That's how I deal with pain escaping to my final fantasy
And every time I fall through a cloud its catastrophe
Got no one to call right before I'm off this balcony

Woah, I might blow a hunnid bands I ain't sorry bitch
They canceled class and momma worried bout my scholarship
This shorty mad she get to tweeting like a columnist
If she throw it back I'll prolly empty out her shopping list
Yeah, but ain't no simping over here
Just a couple real niggas with no fear over here
Bitch I might apply some pressure like my peers over here
I been flexing through depression ain't no tears over here, yeah

Thank God for my relapse
Thank God for my relapse
Thank God for my relapse
Thank God for my relapse
Thank God for my relapse
Thank God for my relapse
Thank God for my relapse
Thank God for my relapse

Some nights I just can't pretend
I might pop out with that wild shit, hoping you take offense
They say I grew from that nigga who would go die bout a bitch
But I'll still die for my bitch, be me and her to the ends
Feel that shit from within, some nights I just can't pretend
I might pop out with that wild shit, hoping you take offense
They say I grew from that nigga who would go die bout a bitch
But I'll still die for my bitch, be me and her to the ends

All men dream, but not equally
Those who dream by night in the descent recesses of their minds
Wake in the day to find that it was vanity
But the dreamers of the day are dangerous men
For they may act their dreams with open minds to make it possible

Sins of the father I got it
I know that I'm crazy, I know that I've fallen

Yeah, what it feel like
I done set a couple goals, hit em all off a pill high
Don't ask for the sauce or the link
Lil nigga just do it for the check like Phil Knight
Don't beg for the crown that's still mine
Still feel like a deal is a gold mine
Got more than a few on my hard drive
I wouldn't be shit with your archives
I know my nigga go crazy on bass lines
Just had to find a baseline
It's a full on job, I don't do it for a pass time
But you been a damn hater tryna pass time
I'm tryna be on Fader, XXL fresh
Only goddamn list a nigga care about
Everybody that's a top ten goat
Can't float on a track like me, we can talk it out
Yeah, I don't do no comparisons
These rappers you repping embarrass us
I been the king of my arrogance
And never been good to samaritans
I'm barely American, hop off the boat
With my closet I drip with my skeletons
Still dodging my heritage
I got a couple things that I won't be inheriting

Yeah, thank God I relapsed (thank God I relapsed)
Yeah, thank God I relapsed (thank God I relapsed)
A wise man once said, I am a man of fortune
And I must seek my fortune
Sins of the father I got em
Sins of the father I got em