Blaming You

So I guess it's my fault that we are disintegrating and dissipating
We're evading each other and slowly evaporating
Renovating isn't an option, I guess this isn't changing
It is fading to blackness, this shit is exasperating
We're suffocating, falling apart and getting distant lately
This is crazy, never thought we would end up eradicating
Indicating another suicide in the making
There's no escaping, more dead inside with every breath I'm taking

I swallow a bottle until I'm hollow, intolerant
I wallow in sorrow and only darkness is following
Now I topple and fall over, wake me up when tomorrow ends
Feeling docile it's awful your voice is echoing, hollering

I'm always the one that saves you
So if it falls apart, I'm blaming you
I'm blaming you
For every single second I gave you
If that was just a waste, I'm blaming you
I'm blaming you, I blame you

You can blame me, I was angry you couldn't change me
Crazy, head over heels for you and angsty
Erase me, didn't seem difficult to replace me
I'm hasty, swallow this bottle until it takes me
This ain't me, self-destructive, I fucking hate me
Break in three, heart is in pieces and every day's bleak
Wasting in this empty body on my eighth drink
They see a strong individual but I'm straight weak

I swallow a bottle until I'm hollow, intolerant
I wallow in sorrow and only darkness is following
Now I topple and fall over, wake me up when tomorrow ends
Feeling docile it's awful your voice is echoing, hollering

I'm always the one that saves you
So if it falls apart, I'm blaming you
I'm blaming you
For every single second I gave you
If that was just a waste, I'm blaming you
I'm blaming you, I blame you

Every day I drink more, every night I sleep less
Speechless, falling victim to this bittersweet mess
Slamming shots of Vodka, really headed off the deep end
Off my rocker, heart is cracking into pieces
Lost as all hell, someone tell me where my peace went
Wash the bottle through my system at least then
It's not as awful, feeling numb, almost decent
I've fought my battles but this one's leaving me dead

I swallow a bottle until I wobble, intolerant
I wallow in sorrow and only darkness is following
Now I topple and fall over, wake me up when tomorrow ends
Feeling docile it's awful my voice is echoing, hollering

I'm always the one that saves you
So if it falls apart, I'm blaming you
I'm blaming you
For every single second I gave you
If that was just a waste, I'm blaming you
I'm blaming you, I blame you



Credits
Writer(s): Breana Nicole Marin
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