Falling Down

I been feeling down, swig a bottle till I crash and fall
Chug another round, guess I'm not that strong after all
I don't wanna think, I might mix it with some Adderall
Burning to the ground, I'm knee deep in all my ashes, y'all

Said I don't wanna think so I drink another
When I speak you can't understand me, I stutter
Always falling victim to the beast, a sucker
I'm compelled by the bottle that I keep in the cupboard

Damn it, I've been tryna put the bottle down
Alcohol embodied demon, I get followed round
But it's hard when my body's been hollowed out
No soul to be saved so I swallow rounds

Falling down, got me crawling now
Falling down, swallowing doubt

Wake up on the floor, must've had a couple drinks too many
Fuck it though, I'm sore, second I get up I'm swigging Henny
Numb down to the core, I feel good cause I'm not thinking any
Miss who I was before, drown in agony and sink in envy

Fall down and I crash, pass out on the carpet
Fuck it, I'm attached, relapse in the darkness
Bottle staring at me with the tongue of a serpent
Telling me to drink it, come on, you deserve it

Damn it, no, I'm tryna live a sober life
But it's so hard when I'm feeling lonely at night
Putting up these walls around me, feeling closed in tight
So I swig a couple down, there's no hope in sight

Falling down, always drown
Falling down, bottle's calling out

Falling down, I drank too many to count
Swigging down liquor in unhealthy amounts
I'm feeling kinda weak, would you mind helping me out?
Cause I'm beyond lost, I find myself in a drought
Hit the floor, decided to chug some more
Hit the store, get more liquor to pour
I'm drinking because I'm sad, I'm drinking because I'm bored
I'm drinking because I want to, fuck it, I'm drinking four
Any excuse that I can make to drink
Drinking to get me numb, cause I hate to think
My heart's in a fucking brace, it aches and stings
Married to the bottle, I'ma place the ring
Right on the cap, in sickness and health
I'ma always drink cause that's how I live with myself
Fuck a bartender, bitch I'ma mix it myself
Isolated and I won't ever split from my shell

Falling down, got me crawling now
Falling down, swallowing doubt
Falling down, always drown
Falling down, bottle's calling out



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Writer(s): Kurtis Hanson
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