And I Wonder

Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah

And lately, I don't go outside
I stay home
I analyze the world, sip a bottle
Set the tone
Contemplate my life, Lock the door
Mute my phone
Finish off the bottle
Play a beat, Get in my zone

I'm making decent money
But I fear of going broke
Some people say they love me
But I fear I'll die alone
I dislike meeting people
But I wanna be well-known
I'm stuck in my old ways
But I tell myself I've grown

I know some people hate me
Cause I'm doing what I love
I focused on my music
While they focused on a buzz
They bringing up my past
As if a change is not enough
They're jealous that I'm growing
And they ain't doing too much

I grew up having nothing
Swear that life was always tough
But my mom was always loving
Even when some shit got rough
That's the reason I keep grinding
And I'm never giving up
So if you are not talking money
I don't really give a fuck

Yeah yeah
And I wonder if the love is real
And I wonder if the love is real
And I wonder if they love me for real
Love me for real
Do you love me for real

And I wonder if the love is real
And I wonder if the love is real
And I wonder if they love me for real
Love me for real

See I've been swimming with the sharks
I can't feel my heart
I've been living in the dark
Life is getting hard
People always leave remarks
Give my best regards
If you play me like some cards
I let a fire start

Please don't come onto my side
If you ain't down to ride
Or if you gonna lie
We will leave you crucified
The way I'm living lately
Got my girl so terrified
I put my pride aside
Tell her it's gone be alright

Keep my distance from these people
They all think I'm evil
I'm just lost in my cathedral
Smoking on some diesel
Setting up an easel
Hoping I can paint my sequel
But it's hard, cause the old and new me
Are not equal

People leaving my heart shattered
So I'm climbing heavens ladder
Tryna see all of these views
That a camera can not capture
I'm writing stories
Tryna see what happens after
Hoping y'all just really love me
When you tell me that I matter

And I wonder if the love is real
And i wonder if the love is real
And I wonder if they love me for real
Love me for real
Do you love me for real

And I wonder if the love is real
And I wonder if the love is real
And I wonder if they love me for real
Love me for real



Credits
Writer(s): Kross Irwin
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