March 18th

Thought you would stay when I said leave
This shit so crazy I can't breathe
Is it a nightmare or a dream
I'm all alone this shit getting deep
Slow down on pills cant go like peep
How can I rest if you in peace
I been too anxious I can't sleep
The only one who knew my grief

Too much hate spread like disease
Know I can't stop smoking weed
How else would I cope w my demons
If I was there I would've seen it,
You let your guard down let in leaches
I'm fucked up you know I'm beefing
Asking god like what's your reason
I'm the one kept all your secrets
When I got the news swear I was devastated
Staying strong like I'm not the most broken
Read a nigga like a book I was open
It don't make a difference ain't no more hope in me
All this pain and it ain't nothing to show for it
Needed me most and I didn't even know the shit
Got the call and it felt like my throat was slit
Taking drugs lately thats how I cope with it

Thought you would stay when I said leave
This shit so crazy I can't breathe
Is it a nightmare or a dream
I'm all alone this shit getting deep
Slow down on pills cant go like peep
How can I rest if you in peace
I been too anxious I can't sleep
The only one who knew my grief

To tell the truth you know you took my breathe away
We was up top remember like yesterday
One last t up Ima meet you at heaven gates
Only us always fuck what the rest would say
Saying this and that ok like just let them think
March 18th I could never forget the day
Dropping puddles but I wasn't in the rain
Me and you against the world its just me again
Your smile and laughter something that I won't see again
Damn I cant even lie this shit got me numb
Cut her off cause she was texting me dumb
Can't deal with that shit way too much on my mind
Everyday we beefing I still gotta slide
In the hood you gone fight to survive
Double back and hit 2 if you take one of mine

Thought you would stay when I said leave
This shit so crazy I can't breathe
Is it a nightmare or a dream
I'm all alone this shit getting deep
Slow down on pills cant go like peep
How can I rest if you in peace
I been too anxious I can't sleep
The only one who knew my grief



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Writer(s): Jeremiah Parker
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