Tired of Struggling

Got out my mind got on my grind cause I was tired of struggling
My mama seen me scaling up like you ain't tired of hustling
We kill each other police kill us feel like we dying for nothing
They said I wouldn't be shit like I wasn't trying or sum
Them niggas always running back they don't get tired of fumbling
I was lost in my depression felt like my mind was crumbling
I know I seen a couple things I bet your eyes couldn't stomach
And I can't even go to sleep feel like my mind keep running

I smoke gelato while I count up I'm designer thumbing
And you should see the shit I'm rocking got designer budget
And it's not even what you did it's just the timing of it
Every time I look at you I get reminded of it
She want to know about my past like can we change the subject
It was traumatic growing up I'm still surviving from it
Once you get caught 13th amendment say our lives mean nothing
Modern day Slavery they don't even hide it from us
All the racists wearing badges now they hide in public
Even though I got a plate my stomach still keep rumbling
Every nigga take a fall but you cant keep tumbling
I was walking through the rain I had to spark that thunder
Rebellious to authority a demon of the under
That girl gone hold on to me like she can't love no other
If he ain't got shit I ain't up bc thats still my brother
Hate to say touch one of mine and we gone kill yo brother

Got out my mind got on my grind cause I was tired of struggling
My mama seen me scaling up like you ain't tired of hustling
We kill each other police kill us feel like we dying for nothing
They said I wouldn't be shit like I wasn't trying or sum
Them niggas always running back they don't get tired of fumbling
I was lost in my depression felt like my mind was crumbling
I know I seen a couple things I bet your eyes couldn't stomach
And I can't even go to sleep feel like my mind keep running

I learned how to sell drugs before I knew about investments
Don't really make a difference cause I'm still gone get a check
Navigation through the streets I made it out because I'm a vet
They wanna shut me down because they know that I'm a threat
Wondering how he do it shit I got it off finesse
I can't even call it I guess you could say I'm blessed
Turning up back home I made a play out on the west
You could think it's sweet but ima post up with the tech
Way ahead of these niggas they ain't even learn chess
Give a bitch the world but you can't make her love you back
Heart in the dope hole I must admit that I'm attached
My brother down the road I guess we both sleeping on racks

Got out my mind got on my grind cause I was tired of struggling
My mama seen me scaling up like you ain't tired of hustling
We kill each other police kill us feel like we dying for nothing
They said I wouldn't be shit like I wasn't trying or sum
Them niggas always running back they don't get tired of fumbling
I was lost in my depression felt like my mind was crumbling
I know I seen a couple things I bet your eyes couldn't stomach
And I can't even go to sleep feel like my mind keep running



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Writer(s): Jeremiah Parker
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