In Your Bedroom

Once upon a time in a very dark place
Only there you find is a ghetto brown face
With tears in his face
'Cause of all the heartbreaks
And not the ones he faced
But the ones he's laced
A disgrace that I can't erase
From my mind
'Cause I hurt you so
And what hurts more
Is that I can't go back
To that innocent place
Away from all the waste
And away from all the taste
It's a taste that I can't replace
Also known as sin
No longer innocent
Boy, you need to cleanse
But it makes no sense
That I must repent
If I lost my innocence
I was born into sin
So it ain't my fault
If she made a mistake
Did she take on the blame
Or do we all have to pay
About some shit
That some bitch did
A long time ago
Do you listen to me
Do you feel the degree
Of my voice when I speak
Yes, I'm talking to you
Mister up in the sky
Come and look in my eyes
It's your own creation
Still standing
But I'm cold deep inside
And my spirit has died
'Cause I can't take the lies
I am lost in my life
Since you left my side
I don't know what to do
So you see me here
Talking to you

I tried to stay away
But it feels so good
Bet you feel the same
But you know I would
I woke up in your bedroom, god
I woke up in your bedroom, god
There's nothing I could do
When we got so close
This is all I want
For the best of most
I woke up in your bedroom, god
I woke up in your bedroom, god

What the fuck do you want
And what the fuck do you need
Would it be enough
If I get on my knees
Is that what you seek
Will I feel your wrath
If I don't beg please
Did you give me life
Just to be your slave
Did you bring me here
Just to be afraid
Of making a mistake
Listen, God
I tried my best
To justify this mess
But as time goes by
All I ever see
Is a hateful man looking at me
With a magnifying glass
Judging me
Making me feel like I did something wrong
For being exactly
How you wanted me to be
So how about this
Just leave me alone
I just want to be free
Even if I walk away
Come back some other day
Just let me be
I don't need your help
And if that only means
That I go to hell
Then according to your book
It was meant to be
'Cause my future you could see
Before I was born
You can see my pain and my hurt
Before I was torn
This is all your plan
And so it says
So let me be
I won't be on my knees
And I won't beg please
'Cause I don't agree
With anything you want me to believe
Just leave me alone
Even if tomorrow I wake up
Once again talking to you

I tried to stay away
But it feels so good
Bet you feel the same
But you know I would
I woke up in your bedroom, god
I woke up in your bedroom, god
There's nothing I could do
When we got so close
This is all I want
For the best of most
I woke up in your bedroom, god
I woke up in your bedroom, god