Holding Patterns

I think I made another mistake
I fell in love with an earthquake, all in
The kind that rolls until your head breaks
And leaves you shattered like nothing happened

I held on...
I held on to you when you need something to hold onto
But how long...
How long can I hold on until I'm letting go of myself

I hid the pills again this week
And we go back and forth until I give in
But still there's something when she speaks
It pulls me down into her earth
I sink in...

And I hope (And I hope) her momma can forgive me
Cause I know (Cause I know) she'll never forgive herself

In my mind
We're stuck in holding patterns
And we try to find the things that matter
But there's really only so much I can do
Before your whole world cracks
And brings me down too

The light's gone out again in your eyes
And my hands tremble at the thought of leaving
So I sit in the dark of your night
And hope to hell we make it to the morning

I held on...
Held on to you when you need something to hold onto
You're gone...
You're gone and I've got nothing left

I've got nothing left (I've got nothing left)
I've got nothing left (I've got nothing left)

I think I made another mistake
I fell in love with an earthquake
All in