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A yo he hates to go to sleep and he's weeping throughout the night
He's calling out to God and believing that he just might

Answer the call he's making his faith and his heart is breaking
He's facing a rude awakening tapped on his shoulder shaking

He's shaken slowly awakened he's feeling so terrified
Like his God ignored maybe tomorrow night

Will be the night of restoration no longer be facing hell
But he's touched by the same bad hand he was dealt with

He turns around he's facing his uncle now
Thinking about what lies ahead of him and he's wondering how

He didn't scream or shout but his faith ran out
How can a God up in heaven just sit back and allow

This to happen he's acting like nothing happened
He's passing his mothers room hoping she would awake and finally catch him

In the action nope it never happened so
He kept quiet as he raped his mind body and soul

Oh Lord blessed is the Heavenly Father blessed is He
Pull up a chair and watch him get raped on his restroom sink

Oh gee golly wiz and he's robbing his innocence
It's obvious he's done with God and this prayer he's just not into it

I'm interested how you sat back and never did a thing
See even though he cried out you never intervened

Was he not Righteous in the sight of your son
Was he a sinner you ignore like John 9:31

Well job well done another fatherless son
And if he ever has a problem well don't bother to come

Because he won't bother to call no he won't bother at all
Middle fingers to the world you weren't a Father at all

Well Father we fall with the fallen angels and men
Because he would rather burn in hell then ever call you a friend

Spend his life in agony since it was agony then
And he will slit his uncles throat the first chance he gets

The first chance he got fantasizing the plot
The only problem was he still loved his uncle a lot

A whole lot of many years went by
And he still questions if God hears him cry

How can he besides he still hates God hes still in sin
Still won't forgive his uncle he won't repent

Wait he hates God he's in sin
He won't forgive his uncle man he won't repent

Woah
Look

Forgiveness you say you mean just try to forgive and forget in a way
I wanna forgive but it's me I forgive and for letting him breathe and for getting away

Forgiveness is the last thing he's giving him
Being penetrated that's last time he's giving in

So don't try to talk if you haven't walked in the place he was in
Just like I would never give directions to a place I never been nah

But I agree that greater is he so lesser is the
Trapped in a locked room of bitterness with only one way out and forgiveness is key
I agree

But you see one out of three have fallen victim to this perverted act
One out of three will turn to crack to cope with the fact that they may never bounce back You better believe I've heard of that

And most of these will sexually defile themselves
And as beautiful as can be but if a smile will help

To hide the suicidal thoughts that they compile on shelves
Or continue and become these pedophiles themselves

You better believe we got to reverse it here
This is a battle not all victims will persevere

But I encourage with these writtens and my verses here
To call upon the most high while the church is here

To call upon the most high while the church is here let's go