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I'm sitting by your bed reminiscing counting every second
You ain't talking but you're lecturing your final lesson

You struggling to breath is teaching me to count my blessings
Lesson learned you're taking your last breath and yes its breathing life in my direction

Once again I'm wheezing singing feeling like my heart is bleeding
We'd done sung this song before my Lord it's hard just to breath in

Grieving even tho I know this may be the last time I see him
Just take him home and set him free and

I'm looking up to God and I'm trying to make sense
He's struggling to take his next breath

And I don't wanna say goodbye yet
But I don't wanna see him like this

Dear God I don't wanna see him like this
I don't wanna see him like this

I don't wanna see him like this
I don't wanna see him like this

I'm looking at your casket asking questions feeling wrecked all inside
I lean to touch your ice cold body that I do not recognize

I look at your wife and see your kids loving each other despise
This is the closest we ever been roped in these family ties

See one has died and gone on I wish he'd open his eyes
And see his life and death was used as an instrument to revive

Our family tree and the broken things that had us stressing inside
A tragedy or just a blessed disguise

And now I'm looking up to God and I'm trying to make sense
He finally done took his last breath

And I didn't wanna say goodbye yet
But I don't wanna see him like this

Dear God I don't wanna see him like this
I don't wanna see him like this

I don't wanna see him like this
I don't wanna see him like this

To all my family out here suffering asking questions and wondering
What's the point of this life do we live and die where's my comfort in that

Well the fact that we can see them again
But pain free with no disease we even free from the sin

But in the meantime In between time we'll be weeping for them
These memories will keep our family's heart beating again

I went from him to saying them I know because life does change
Table for two because grandma's on her way

And now I'm looking up to God and I'm trying to make sense
Last night she took her last breath

And I didn't wanna say goodbye yet
Lord I don't wanna feel like this

Dear God I don't wanna feel like this
I don't wanna feel like this

I don't wanna feel like this
I don't wanna feel like this

I don't wanna feel like this
I don't wanna feel like this