SOS

This just ain't sitting well, feeling like an imbecile been
Neglecting help, sinking down to hell wishing
The flame was smothered
Trying to be strong for my mother
Work hard like no other
If I could alleviate, some self hate
Or give myself some additional faith
I could rise like the heavens
Can't tell what's a lesson, or just shit luck
I'm so stuck, no fucks to give
When I'm giving advice
But still can't tell myself a damn thing
I guess I ain't hitting the right notes as I sing
The same old song, why the path taking so long
But I'm so stubborn, hurt like a sunburn
From my own malpractice
Going straight to acting drastic in my measures
While I'm pouring a drink
Another bottle gone while sink
Gotta stay strong
Still lasting through the weather
Thinking I could be doing better
As my dopamine rush, I'm getting ready to be crushed
By the hungover tomorrow, so another for my sorrows
While I ease in on some borrowed, clarity to reflect
Cause damn I could really use some rest
My eyes are blackened
These nightmares always happen, to creep into my sleep
These damn thoughts always leak
Feeling on the edge of defeat
My instability got others on the edge of they seat
I know you're concerned for me, but I've been burned you see
The only way the shackles unlocked, is with my own key
Just pray for me and and stay with me
Till I bust outta this box
And find out the old me was never really lost
Just stored away in a dark haze
Guided me away from my dark days
I'm not thinking straight, my bills are still late
My feelings delayed, feeling numb and done with today
Suicidal thoughts were getting too heavy
So I accepted some help, I was finally ready

Gotta stay strong for me
I know the pain cuts so deep
I been through the same
Can't you see
You can really blossom from that seed

Gotta stay strong for me
I know pain cuts so deep
I been through the same
Can't you see
You can really blossom from that seed



Credits
Writer(s): Brandon Surette
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