Blinded

Oh hey Brandon
Haven't seen you in a while
Just sit right here
What's been on your mind

Came through dragging my feet
Heart skipping some beats
This rat race I can't compete
I'm living defeat
Can't do much but take a seat
And let life pass me by
Is it destiny, to be testing me
I'm lessening, mentally
Depending on dreams
Or lesser things
Like struggling
Peeking through the ripples
Looking at the grander scheme
Underwater will I ever surface
Looking for some purpose
Thinking hard about decisions
Open ears please, can you listen
I'm missing
A piece of my whole being, and I'm seeing
Visually impaired, so I'm scared
This is the way
Yes this is the way
For many days to come
I've been overcome with delusions
Of the world that's surrounding me
It's astounding me
Even when I'm lounging, with company
I'm dysfunctioning, I'm accompanied
With a lesser functioning subconscious
I'm launching projecting my anxiety
Through the roof, and poof
Short term memory's
A bit of a haze
I haven't slept in days
Mama say she prayed for me
And honestly, I could care less, depressed
Searching for conquest
In terms leading to happiness
And I do regret
Many decisions over the years, more or less
Feeling like a fien for some dopamine
I'm smoking green
Replacing things
I once had like stability
I'm feeling, stuck on the ceiling
But losing helium
I'm breaking through delirium
If there's a god, I ain't seeing him
Flat lining spiritually, and I ain't fearing him

So when the sunsets
No regrets made
Living through the struggle
Taught me many things

Life is but a dream
But I'm mentally, lessening
Eventually
Will be the end of the road
Just know that
I showed up
But so stuck
Deep ruts, lo pro need a tow
Blown tires, no luck
Yup, no luck

So when the sunsets
No regrets made
Living through the struggle taught me many things
Taught me many things
Taught me many
Taught me many things



Credits
Writer(s): Brandon Surette
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