THOUGHTS @ 4AM

4 AM and thoughts of you just flooded in my head
Why you somewhere else when you should be in my bed
Reminiscing about the things that got me conflicted
Like how you want me to fix it while still keeping my distance
I put my all in, I didn't care how much it costed
All the time that I done spend feels like I done lost it
You try to tell the truth but you tend to embellish
Your eyes are full of pain, yet your smile remains angelic
How did you do that, why did you do that
Not to play with a heart, I thought you knew that
No reciprocation so your boy gon have to fall back
Should never trust the devil in a new dress cause she couldn't care less
But listen

All night, last night been thinking about you
I don't wanna sin if means I gotta sin without you
I told you from the jump that Imma always be about you
And together there ain't nothing we can't amount to
But recently, I hate this feeling you been given me, no longer I'm craving your energy
Now, I gotta face reality, cause I been thinking fantasies
Of us having true love and maybe if you're down getting nasty on your vanity
This ain't how I plan to be
Look me in my eyes and tell me the kind man you see
I been losing time tryna chase someone that was never mine
Got me thinking back to my past enjoys where I was the last choice, damn

Little mama, got me going crazy like cuckoo
She said she think about me, be straight, well baby do you
Cause I'm tryna see it through while others just tryna screw you
I forgot you never listen, go ahead baby do you
I'm confused at the fact that I been feeling used
Wrote about you for a minute, you were supposed to be my muse
While the days go, my feelings I'm trying to diffuse
But, once I chuck up the deuce, just know that you lose
I'm made in God's image, unique in design
I'm not like the rest, and I was made to shine
No ties, yeah, we're no longer intertwine
Well mark my words baby before us there was me, and Imma be just fine