KOBE

Listen, I wrote this song a little over a year ago
And it just addresses the struggles, tears, and lonely nights
That's what made this song possible
So if you're ever lonely just listen, you're not

I just been home, alone, it's really lonely lately
Surrounded by darkness, all in my room, writing this music
All that's been happening daily
I need something stronger than weed, something that's more guaranteed
So I been praying to God, hoping he's hearing my plead
To give me the strength that I need
I know I ain't perfect, but multiple times I question if I'm even worth it
Don't get it twisted, I know that blessed, but know this depression be getting the best
In search of validation, cause I never thought that I was valid
I focus on what I don't have not what I do, but I wish that I had it
I tell myself tomorrow will be different
But I won't do anything to fix it
And I love to write music, but it's really for me hard to stay consist
And so many gorgeous women on earth, if you know me, it's like I can't resist it
But once I get em turns out I'm never happy
Then I start to wonder what it is that I'm missing

What am I missing?
Can't seem to fix it
Caught up in wishing, yeah

You don't know, the half of it
There's more to me than what you see
Needed you, to come save me, from this nightmare, I been so scared

I feel as if I was raised to fail
Lately, I haven't been feeling too well
Don't know if you could tell, every single time that I fell
I got up, just to fall back down
Nowadays I'm wishing I done stayed on the ground
Rather than swim, I wish I would drown
Man, I really hate that no one is ever around
So many things on my mind, in addition to that I start overthinking
Then I get all emotional, but I can't control it so I just end up sinking
I try to tell my parents how I feel, but they wanna get the last word in
Is your house really a home if the people around you make you feel like a burden
I put others needs before my own, turns out to be a mistake
Got me thinking who's Kobe, and to find out will he do what it takes?
I'm wishing that someone could help, the way that I'm feeling ain't good for my health
Got me to begging oh please
If it weren't for music I couldn't imagine where would I be

What am I missing?
Can't seem to fix it
Caught up in wishing, yeah

You don't know, the half of it, there's more to me, than what you see
Needed you, to come save me, from this nightmare, I been so scared