Trepanation of our Dissolution

So, it began
You had come into my life
Nourishing was your love and your compassion for my strife
And it seems I was falling through disarray and you came
And planted a seed of lucidity within me
And nurtured it with your love
And now it all feels just like a dream, nothing is what it seems
I try to wake from this

Cause all it was stripped from me within the blink of an eye
I had to check my mirror and re-evaluate why

Helpless, I watch you fade away
Scrambling if I could find just something I could say so you won't go away
But please know I forgive you anyway
Cause I know if I was in your place I'd have done the same

I've undergone (I've undergone) trepanation (trepanation)
Trepanation from our dissolution
It's powerful (it's powerful) the trepanation (the trepanation)
The trepanation of our dissolution.

The struggle
I feel I've fucked myself over
I wrestle a behemoth trying to find the sanctity

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
And all it's taken (all it's taken) for me to trek on through
Almost everything (almost everything) just for me to not come unglued
(Uhhhhhhhhh) As I undertake this journey I see that this is my battle alone
(Uhhhhhhhhhhh) And this could be the start of an awakening

Huhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhh ahhhh. Whooooooo ooooooooh ooh
Memories aren't forsaken. You know I can't help but hold onto it all
Even so long after our fall
And now I pick up the pieces, cause it's a long road out from here
I gotta find what it takes for me to keep my path clear
And all that I know, I gotta take this one slow
I let go

But I can't help it
I think about you, I think about you
I think about you, I think about you
But I need you to rest
I could not pass your test
And I saw our bastion falter without a chance for absolution
But I need you to know, how from this I could grow
And I feel like I'm prepared that I could take on anything

But still our love remains
Though I see it was supposed to be this way
One day we'll meet again, but it's too soon to tell
So for now I, I guess I'll say farewell
Iiiiiiiiiiiiiii, I guess I'll say farewell
Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, I guess I'll say farewell