Breakpoint

What have I done
I am no longer in control of myself

I have lost all sight of remorse
The numbness of everything I am witnessing
I'm stuck in a never ending cycle
A repetition causing lifelessness

I am a burden of this world
That only brings pain
Why can't my life just end
Instead a path of ruin and misery

These thoughts seem to never silence
They're overwhelming my judgement
Causing me to view the world in an altered state

I'm in constant fear
They won't stop
What's in my head is manifesting itself into my reality and binding to my consciousness

Listen as they whisper where you can't ignore
Listen as they break you but it's all in your head
Regardless of reality this is what I face
That never ending cycle causing lifelessness

As I enter my altered state of mine
I no longer proclaim to be divine

This abundant utopia you call life support
Is no longer intact therefore the mission shall abort

I'm stuck in an incision that duplicates my vision
To only bring about the lenient remission
Of intervention between myself and premonition

My thoughts are subtle
You can't get rid of the past
This is why everything in this god forsaken world never lasts

The world is in turmoil and you are all to blame. This is my statement to the ones who Thought the world through a broken lens was just nothing, but an excuse for a name