Internal/Eternal
I've spent a long time dealing with pain
No one to blame, I'm at my own fault
Lost in the void I now must suffer
Drowning losing sight
These voices keep pulling me down
Nothing blocks them out
The screaming demeaning
I can't let them in
Awakened now reborn
Fully aware of my current state
This is a world of nightmares
I am lost and afraid
I have lost all sight of remorse
The numbness of everything I am witnessing
I'm stuck in a never ending cycle
A repetition causing lifelessness
What have I done
Here I stand between two evils
What I'm afraid to become
And the darkness calling to me
I must stand my ground
Or be cast into the void eternally
You will meet your demise
And I'll see to it you will never see the light again
And I'll see to it you will never see the light again
I've been here for what feels like eternity
Fighting these constant battles internally
I just want it to end
I know what I must do to break this fucking nightmare
Burn internally for eternity
This was never my intention
I had hoped for an end to suffering
Instead I was shown true pain
The deception carried me into oblivion
Faced with no bargain, my mind is static
What else am I supposed to do
This inferior mind is almost mine
All I have left is to break it's will
Years in the planning will soon be complete
My will be done
The gears have already begun
Twisting and turning
I'll posses this vessel
Now I realize the true fate of this reality
We've reached the breakpoint
It's feeding on us
How can we stop a being of such power
But why deny the beautiful terror
An integral horror of the desperate world
This can't be how it ends
Collapse endure your fate
I refuse to be a pawn in this nightmare
Too late you begged for this
Now is the time
As the mind I must pull together
And rid the body of this parasite
I've spent a long time dealing with pain
No one to blame, I'm at my own fault
Lost in the void I now must suffer
Drowning losing sight
These voices keep pulling me down
Nothing blocks them out
The screaming demeaning
I can't let them in
Awakened now reborn
Fully aware of my current state
This is a world of nightmares
I am lost and afraid
I have lost all sight of remorse
The numbness of everything I am witnessing
I'm stuck in a never ending cycle
A repetition causing lifelessness
What have I done
I am no longer in control of myself
I have held my tongue for long enough
I will no longer be silent
I will suffer internal eternally
Suffer eternal internally
No one to blame, I'm at my own fault
Lost in the void I now must suffer
Drowning losing sight
These voices keep pulling me down
Nothing blocks them out
The screaming demeaning
I can't let them in
Awakened now reborn
Fully aware of my current state
This is a world of nightmares
I am lost and afraid
I have lost all sight of remorse
The numbness of everything I am witnessing
I'm stuck in a never ending cycle
A repetition causing lifelessness
What have I done
Here I stand between two evils
What I'm afraid to become
And the darkness calling to me
I must stand my ground
Or be cast into the void eternally
You will meet your demise
And I'll see to it you will never see the light again
And I'll see to it you will never see the light again
I've been here for what feels like eternity
Fighting these constant battles internally
I just want it to end
I know what I must do to break this fucking nightmare
Burn internally for eternity
This was never my intention
I had hoped for an end to suffering
Instead I was shown true pain
The deception carried me into oblivion
Faced with no bargain, my mind is static
What else am I supposed to do
This inferior mind is almost mine
All I have left is to break it's will
Years in the planning will soon be complete
My will be done
The gears have already begun
Twisting and turning
I'll posses this vessel
Now I realize the true fate of this reality
We've reached the breakpoint
It's feeding on us
How can we stop a being of such power
But why deny the beautiful terror
An integral horror of the desperate world
This can't be how it ends
Collapse endure your fate
I refuse to be a pawn in this nightmare
Too late you begged for this
Now is the time
As the mind I must pull together
And rid the body of this parasite
I've spent a long time dealing with pain
No one to blame, I'm at my own fault
Lost in the void I now must suffer
Drowning losing sight
These voices keep pulling me down
Nothing blocks them out
The screaming demeaning
I can't let them in
Awakened now reborn
Fully aware of my current state
This is a world of nightmares
I am lost and afraid
I have lost all sight of remorse
The numbness of everything I am witnessing
I'm stuck in a never ending cycle
A repetition causing lifelessness
What have I done
I am no longer in control of myself
I have held my tongue for long enough
I will no longer be silent
I will suffer internal eternally
Suffer eternal internally
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Writer(s): Jake Madrid
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